victorian

Friday, March 30, 2007

okae im here bloggin. im veri bored actuali! derex nth 2 do. his nt here with me. juz finish tokin with ling. n i juz nid sum1 2 acompany me. n wheres my guy?? bedok with his members! argh! sum how i wish he could have a probation or sth. hehekx. ystd was de biggest fight we had. he yelled n screamed at me. cux he dun hav ciggerats n his family prob. yeah im supox 2 understan him. but sumtymx he does hav 2 understan me. but dun tynk he had. skolz openin, n i duno how de hell his gona mit me. his gona work n im gona skol. he finish work at 9pm. sat n sun he werkin. i reali dono how 2 make thinx werk between us. itx juz veri difficult. haix. everitin was back 2 norm laz nyt. 2dae met him at pasir ris. n we were sitin under his blk, i was waitin 4 de rain 2 stop. in de end, his mom come home. she asked me 2 go up! i was so damn paiseh la! saw his ferz sis. wen her sis went out 4 werk, met de rez of his family members. was reali scary la. but dey r dose kind of crazy2 wacky2 ppl. ckp kasar n al! veri fun ppl! hehekx. mayb comin down 2moro again. cux his mom ask me 2. but sat i comin. ling:actuali on dat dae i no stead, cn go 2 kekasih lame?? hehekx. his frenx wil be dere. n so does all thier other family members! wah.freakin scary. n mayb ling have 2 go 2 org kahwin wit zam famili. hehekz. same boat! hahakz. so yeah. wil b updatein again ltr! until den!

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Love nisa,{/12:29 AM}

Sunday, March 25, 2007

laz saturday(i tynk) went 2 uncle ringo with mom n lil bro n we asked ling n zam. de rides were awesome. only thin itx veri expensive! ARGH! only rich kids go n have fun dere! rides were frm $6-$10. soya. itx ex! haix. but we dint even wana take everitin. de ferz ride we tok was enough 2 freak n scared us off! hahakz! so we only play 2 rides in de end. aftr dat went 2 vivo city. walk ard dere. mom bought ice cream n ling n zam bought donuts! hahakz. so we ate. n sat at de roof top. played water! hahakz. soon aftr dat dd came down n join us. was veri kekok cux we were supoz 2 be fightin. soya. in de end was ok. it wasen a veri good ferz impression 4 mom. cux she seem nt impress. boohoo! but nemyne. left dere at 10plux. den headed home. den on mon went 2 www. was supox 2 go 4 werk. hahakz. went wit him n ling n her guardians children. was veri fun. but de rides were quite veri de borin. soya. n on thurs was our ferz month. dis whole month was filled with ups n down. lots of fighting. but in de end we made it. hahakz. so we went out 2 cathay. watch stomp de yard! veri nice. recomended. aftr dat went 2 eat pizza at plaza sing. den went 2 vivo. sat at de roof. he shock me with a ring. veri swit of him. he bought me a ring frm heart 2 heart. nt sure were izit. de ring was nice. juz de wae i wan it. hahakz. but veri bad of me, nt 2 buy 4 him anitin. cux we were both broke. so i taut he would not buy. but lil did i noe. he had been savin it. he lied 2 me sayin dat he lost his money at mahligai manis. but in de end. he bought de ring. hahakz. but i swear i wil buy 4 him wen i got de cash! hehekz. aftr givin me de ring, went 2 candy empire. bought chocolate 4 lil bro cux he wanted it de oder tym, onli de shop was closed. hahakz. aftr dat headed home. yesterdae went out with him in de morning. went ard doin some errand 4 de poly thingy. 2dae dint do nitin much. im bored at home.

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Love nisa,{/4:18 PM}

Friday, March 16, 2007

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Love nisa,{/9:18 PM}

kae, went 2 school on mon n tues. visited band! i mix band veri much! was over excited wen i c both yesika n jia yin! i miz dose 2 veri much!! but attitude in band change alot! dey don care bout if dere is a sir in front of em. dey dunt greet n dey can juz go off juz lydat. so was preety shock, wen during sectional, yes ask me 2 go cheers! hahakz. she now dare darer! spent alot of tym with them. wanted 2 stay on till late but cant cux, dd picked me up. on wed, stayed at home n slacked. preety borin but nemyne ler. thurx went out with him. terpakse! haix. fought with him actuali juz bcuz of goin out. gosh, i realy have 2 get myself use 2 dis couple lyf. meiling had been givin me alot of advices n alwaex been hearin alot of my probx with him. thx gal!! n YES! we alwaex fight. fight on smal lil stufx. i noe i hav 2 understan his position of havin family problemx but yet. argh! i wana noe his frenx! hahakz. i onli noe ONE of his fren! haix. mayb havin alot of probx n fights now are jux part n parcel of de relationship. i juz have 2 rememer one tip frm ling, GIVE N TAKE! sayin it 2 oder couplex is ezy laz tym. now havin 2 go thru it, is reali one big chalenge 4 me! ....

Love nisa,{/8:59 PM}

Sunday, March 11, 2007

okae. i had not been bloggin alot. everitym i wan go onlyn at nyt. my bro usin. so i cant use. sucha reason huh? hahakz. but datx de truth! so aniwae, lazt wed, posting were out. i got nursing at nyp!! im now lookin 4ward 4 de bond thingy. will apply 4 it again! hahakz. i really hope i get de bond. at lezt it wil raise my spirit 2 take up nursin and actuali study! *winkz* so on thurs was dd's off. so i went out with him. whee! ferz went 2 eat brekfest at bedok reservoir dere. terkenang dat tym me n ling eat dere. i dint eat la cux was fastin. so i juz watch ling eat. hekx. memories flash back till i blank out n daydream. dd was left dere tokin on his own! muahaha. sory dear. so aniwae. aftr eating, went 2 outram 2 pay 4 his fine. underage smokin! lame! govt is reali eatin our money man! gst la! fine la! nonsenx! aftr payin his fine, went down 2 mrt 2 paya lebar. went 2 mac 2 eat apple dipper. got scolded frm him 4 eatin so selekeh'e. den walk2 at this fashion. nth nice! boo! den walk 2 zam's mom shop. supoz 2 get my thinx frm ling2. but in de end she nvr come. she was slipin at home. hahakz. nemynd la. shex tired. it had been a long tym since she woke up late. have 2 help at de shop. hahakz. so me n him took mrt 2 dhoby ghaut. he veri gatal, sudenli want 2 eat ljs. so we ate. aftr dat went 2 plaza sing. watch music n lyrics. nice show! but he slep while watchin. so yeah i laugh on my own la. boo!! aftr watchin. went home strite. had a quick bath den slept. nxt dae which is fri. went with meiling 2 ite simei. she have interview. supoz 2 go with zyma n her. but in de end zyma went with alyn n rhoma(i think) eventhough we asked her ealier on. was kinda piz. but no commentx! went with ling. dd wasnt so hapi. he was mad went i go. he insisted 2 4low. but i dint alow. gosh he have 2 trux me man! so aniwaex. ite simei was obviusli big. we went 2 admin den dey asked 2 go 2 dis room. wen we found de place, we went in, but no one was dere. so we had 2 go back 2 de admin n asked again. was veri tiring la cux it was a hot dae. aftr her interview, de interviewer was strict. ling wasnt told 2 brin report book. so end up, we had 2 go bck 2 her place 2 get her report book. took cab. hahakz! aftr takin har report book, we took a cab down 2 ite simei. in de cab. i notice my fone wasnt with me! argh! irritatin feelin. but nemyne. aftr passin her report book, took cab 2 lings place, ling went up 2 take my phone 4 me. den aftr dat went 2 geylang 2 zam's mom shop. or shuld i sae, ling's mom-in-law nye kedai! hahakz. zam moder veri gerek la. she veri funni. hakx. ate lunch dere. den aftr dat we lepak2. went 2 haig road. buy food. i have 2 wait til mom went out of home. shex goin 2 atok houx. so i mitin her dere. slept at de shop. but wasnt long til ling woke me up la. hahakz. aftr waitin. finali mom call 2 ask 2 go out. 2 13 2 atok place. sit2 4 awhile. den left 4 parkwae parade. walk2 around. dint find anitin. even if i did. mom dint bought it 4 me! boohoo! de nxt dae. met dd. walk ard at tm den was off 2 whompa. left 4 dd's aunty place. was like a robot dere. dint tok much. kept quite onli. n wen we did. its onli, da mkn?? hahakz. but was kinda frustrated. dey remembered bout his ex n kept sayin if i was his ex. argh!! wen dey asked. i kept quiet ony. haix. nemyne la. aftr de kenduri thingy. went home strite. aftr dat slept! hahakz.
n btw dd is fadhil. hahakz.

Love nisa,{/8:51 PM}