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Sunday, December 25, 2005
*231205*
2dae huh?...woke up veri earli sia..at ferz supoz 2 go out wit de bedok townianz ar..den dono la...den fel ask me 4low send lyn at airport..den al n i tink jez supoz 2 4low ar..den in de morn wen i wake up redi..da siap2 smua...den in de end..jess n al bof haven wake up...diao...sway dek...den in de end nvr go ar..den juz msg..den watch tb..den went in2 my room...nk tdo den sum1 kol..tok2..den go slip...den woke up at ard 11.30..den kol ling2..wake her up..den go mit her at de bdk mrt dere ar...so yar..went 2 bugis..den go giordano..wanted 2 find de mickey shirt ar..den dun hab..sobz..den bout dis 3/4 v-neck shape shirt ar..black colour..den aftr dat we go 2 zinc..i buy dis bag ar..bag pack..brown colour...old-skul kind ar..den ling in de end bout dis bear2 bag..veri kiut seh!..hahakz..so ya la..den aftr dat wok one whole big round of bugis 2 get cab..den in de end found a cab..took de cab 2 bdn...den reach redi..go change 4 werk...den i go do vets..tiring seh...minz do de filet,diperz,mc chiken mc spicy,nugets n mc chiken...gonsa2 sia me!haix..so yupx..den aftr werk..lpk down dere while eatin my mc spicy...den aftr dat..mom took me home..den aftr dat lepak jek arx...

*241205*
2dae??woke up late.supoz 2 mit ling at 12...den in de end..i wake up ard 11.30 lyd dat..haix..so yar la in de end mit her late at bdk dere ar..den i rushin..cuz mitin my mom..den go buy her dog food..den i go mit my mom...mit redi..she send me 2 de bdk south dere ar..de skirt ok ar..bud quite long ar..hahakz..dono y ar..veri long bahx..haiz..juz nid 2 fold once...bud i scared 2 fold ar..cuz ltr if 2 short ar..ltr hist wil repeat itself..de cherz wil b runin 4 me..so ya la..i don wana lar..hahakz...so yar la..scared ar 2 fold..hehe..but i wan!hahakz..dono ler!..haix..kk den aftr dat go home..aftr dat go my atok houx...sit sit 4awhile...den go parkwae...actuali supoz 2 walk2 4 my thinz..den in de end my adeq jek nye bende!..den wen i cing my thinz..my mom wana rush 4 de time..irritated seh!..den i found dis necklace..nice ar!..i wan..tapi de coz..fuhyoh dek sia!..haix..oh yar den went 2 mini toonz 2 buy comb..den on display got dis ELMO CLOCK!!nice ar..23.90!!i wan!..bud mi mom dowan buy 4 me!..*sobx* ferz time seh i c ELMO clock...sobx...c la how...if got de money ltr i buy..haix..*emlo clock* kk enuf sobin on de clock...den aftr dat...go eat at mac!.sian sia..my mom ler..she wan..den nemyne la..ikot kn jek...den aftr eat..we go home..den leapkz..haiz...



Love nisa,{/5:19 PM}


Thursday, December 22, 2005
kae 2dae huh??woke up late..hahakz..supoz 2 wake up b4 11...so i sleep...edn put alarm at 9.45...den i go snooze n snooze..unil dono wad time..i go turn off..den tetdo...den de nxt thin i noe wen i wake up was lyd 10.50lyd dat...kelam kabut woke ling2 up..she plak..i dono how 2 wake her up..i kol her lyd me down dere oso can slip seh..i olmoz slept at de fone..waitin 4 her 2 pick up..den in de end she wake up arx..itu pun masi..ah..ah..ah..hahakz...kk..den aft dat...frm mit at 10.30..in de end we mit at 1.45..tk leh bli my bag!!*sobz* saper nk ikot bli my bag??haix...kk..den supoz 2 mit her at 1.45 rite??at bdk inter..supoz 2 take bus ar..den in de end..took cab go mit ling at her houz dere...den wen i flaggin down a cab..i lyd one stupid gerl wid umbrella...den use sliper skirt 3/4sleve..lyd wad seh..aiya..den sum of de taxi oso run awae..ader g2!!haiz..den go mit ling...den took de same cab 2 jenny houz...wah de taxi driver damn irritatin..padahal i told him redi got 3destination..deir punyer la tk leh saba!!pantat ar..me n ling were lyd - ish!!irritatin seh..haix..den take de book redi den we went back 2 ling houz..put de thin..she take her stuf..den go lek2 at bdn..long time i nvr c suhana..cuz obviusli i long time nvr werk!!hahakz..so yar la...k la 2moro i werk la!!hahakz..i tink so..hahakz..so yar la..tok2 2 ling..den tok2 2 de rider..den ling show me sum of de ppl..c c..den aftr dat wen ling masok keje..me go mit up wit my mom...im so damn earli..aftr c c baju...i go c de mickey shirt..i wan buy!..bud no more!..sedi sehz!!haix..oh ya how cum got no elmo t ar??i wan!..hehekz..aftr dat i sat down lyd one stupid gerl wait 4 my mom..den i wait redi..wen my mom finish werk we go cuty our hair..i was lyd nk tk nk lyd dat..haix..so damn freakin regret...so short man de aunty cut!!haix..nk kate memang tk lawa..im alredi tk lawa..no change...so yar la..menyesal rabak sakz..my mom n bro<4> seh itx nice n itx okae..no lar!!veri short!!canot tie u noe!!haiz..=< *soBz* haiz..nvrm la...da memang tk lawa wil alwaex be tk lawa ekh..haiyaz..so ya la went home..den slack until now ler...haix..bored..me fone so quiet frm morn!..haiz..sho shaddy..



Love nisa,{/10:19 PM}


Wednesday, December 21, 2005
kae...2dae huh??de whole dae stae at home..actuali got ppl ask me go out ar..bud dowan arz..lazy babe!..hahakz..kk..den woke up in de morn..nt exactli morn ar..kinda aftrnoon..at ard 12lyd dat...hahakz..alot sia msg..actuali my kind is i can hear wen ppl kol..bud msg??jgn harap arx..sumtym oni can!..hahakz..rare arx..hehekz..so yar la..sory 2 dose i nvr repli.hehekz..kk den slack de whole dae..msg peepz..tok on de fone wit ling...go msn...ling 2dae big dae..hehekz..wonder wad happen..hehe..den aftr dat..at ard 5...go siap2 4 tuition...dne go ar..at 6pluz..den ko0l u noe..we mearli do 10quest..den we ol wana go down 2 mac...cher blanja us...i pity de crew at mac..large oda babe!..hahakz...9mcSpicy double..ol upsize!hahakz...den we eat until full giler sia..my stomach cant even breath..=p tanku so much ya cher..actualide treat is 4 -christmaz-new year-n bcuz of our result..everibodi paz seh..ko0ly!!lucki hq no longer in de tuition...if not canot redi..hahakz..kk..den aftr dat.go home..go online..msg my fren..watch tb..until now..bored sia..hahakz...



Love nisa,{/9:03 PM}


whee...im bored..haix..k 2dae huh??...woke up at ard 10.30..den kol ling..den she wake up redi sia..suprisingli..hahakz..she cant slip..pity her sia..she got a tonnes of thinz n felinz 2 think bout..pity her..kk..den tok2...supoz 2 mit her at 12...den change plan...mit at 1...den wen mit redi...we go watson..ling bout her foundation..den aftr dat..go take cab 2 chai chee..go buy skul bkz...sikit sakz..we nvr buy eng..=p hehekz..so yar aftr dat took 14 go bedok south..go buy skirt..my skirt 2 short ar..haix..if i were 2 use dat skirt ar..i tel u ar..confrm kene sound dari cikgu2 tersyg ku pat skul!!haiz..so yar..bout two which is big n long!!hahakz..=p not dat long ar..at my knee..juz rite..i guz..hahakz...dono lar..haix..den aftr dat go de hawker centre den go eat..we eat muton soup..den go oder 2 more bread..hahakz..den we at ferz confiden giler tau dat we can finnish!!bud in de end..left ard 1bread lyd dat..hahakz..so yar la..den aftr dat we go buy stationery...den buy redi..we sat down at these bench ar..tok2 ol...den aftr dat ling took cab home..den she drop me at bedok mrt..thx alot yar??den aftr dat mit my bro n momz at de carpark dere..den go home..den at home..lepak 4 awhile..den go send my bro 2 tuition..den aftr dat go home..sleep 4 awhile..den wake up..watch tb...den go online..den my fren kol me...den tok2..den aftr dat go back 2 online..until now larx..yupz2...g0sh m so bored at home man...i cant and can wait 4 skul..miz my fwenz..bud dun miz my bkz!!yupz2!!..to0dlez!



Love nisa,{/1:35 AM}


Sunday, December 18, 2005
k 2dae huh??woke up earli in de morn...slip veri late man..cuz of dat person..sian sia...alwaex disturb me wit him..4 heaven sake we r not even an ex!..haiyaz...duno hu had been spreadin up de news again!!wah..sian sia..den woke up in de morn..den go 4 tuition..ok la de klaz..new cher..den got 2 new guy..derick n zaid..miricle i rememer dier name..n as alwaex..im de oni gerl!!no fair!!hate it man!haiz..den k la..augustine derre..n shakur!!!hehe..long time nvr c him sia..hahakz..k den de cher...treatin us lyd we juz pri skul studz sia!!haiyax..me n august veri sian...hmm...den aftr de tuition..went back home..nvr eat brek..lay down 4 awhile..den go 4 my klaz agama..den aftr finish redi..gedebak gedebuk..my bro fetch us..den we go tan tock seng hosp..my momi positibli taut dat it was at tan tock seng hosp sia..so wen dere..den go eat lunch..i ate pizZa..den aftr dat..we go up 2 de ward..den was at icu..everibodi was lyd hurmm..den de bed dat mak gib was bed 90..bud it end at 19...so ya la..my momi kol mak again...den she sae is not at tan tock seng hospt..is at ang mo kio hospt..den we were lyd diaoz..so yar la..went 2 ang mo kio hospt..den we reach dere..we saw it was under tan tock seng..hahakz...den mi momi teringat sal de paz ar..dis hospt was de laz hospt dat my late granny wen..so ya..den we visit bapak..okae ar..he veri sihat now..bud kinda veri upset ar...cuz he kip on telin us..wah my hand can move u noe..bud not bad la..bud stil veri sad..den mak come..she tok2 2 us al...den we leave de place..leavin de place..den i rememer everitin...i rememer dat i had been dere n i rememer eveiritin ar..ol go lyd flash back memori sia..so ya la...den i rememer de shop..it was stil survivin man..hahakz..so k..den went back home..den mi mom ask me go jemputan..den de wedin we dono...den i lyd downa go down de car la..so yar my mom go down..slm de mak den go home...den i slip until lyd 7...den watch legali blonde..den play compt until now..=p



Love nisa,{/11:40 PM}



~151205~*MaC chaLeT*
k 2dae??woke up at ard 11 i guz...haix tired seh..cuz de previous dae tok 2 sum1 til lyd 5-6 in de morn...wah sian sia...hahakz...bud fun ar..kip on tokin boud dis sum1 which he wanz..hahakz...kk..den aftr dat wen i wake up supoz 2 go supermarket buy prawn n sotong...den i laze ard til lyd 2 lyd dat...den ling sae no nid...so i went 2 de chalet strite ar...so took cab dere!..man im broke man!!...hu can spare me money ar??hahakz..k den ling told me go 2 de room den juz push de door open cux everi1 slipin..i taut lyd one of em wont la..bud in de end...wen i reach dere...smua tdo sakz!! i was like so damn shock...dere was ling,ma,nana sis, jia wen n wen ping..bud i dint relis him at ferz ah..hahakz...i dono how dey slip sia...dey slip ar bud yet de music was on damn loud man!...reali loud...frm below sia can here...den nvrm la...i juz go in..den go out..in den out...hahakz...bored sia..den in de end..i juz lae down ad de end of de bed dere..were jia wen was slipin ar..den in de end jia wen n ling woke up..finali...dey wake up redi...den johny came...den laze ard..den ling ask wan go walk2 not..den me nitin ar..borin mah..so yar la..go down..go buy food..den went up again...i finali ate instant noodle...hahakz...den ling eat chendol...so ya..eat2..den ma n kakak wake up...wake up redi..de play tai ti..den i go slip...fuh sedap seh...so damn freakin tired..itu pun tk sedap sakz tdo...ling finali woke me up..den ask me clear de room...den dey stated doin de chicken ol..we stat fire at 9pm..hahakz..so late sia..den stat bbq...den we ol eat2..hav fun ol..den ask my momi fetch..she come ard 10.30lyd dat arx...so yar la..den went home..bid dem bubye...den wen home ar..at home...wen i lying down on me bed...den got dis leter adrez 2 me..den i open ar...yeah!!!finali i got an bursary!!!fuh...i was so damn hapi n yet shock!!finali ar...15yrz ar..now den i got an award..i got $150!!yes ar..wuhoo...bud dat $$ oso i duno wad isit use 4...hehekz..bud veri hapi ar..den i got de pics at genting redi...nice2..hehe...dne aftr dat i go slip!!hehekz...anoder bbq 2moro!!cant wait!

~161205~*2eC BbQ*
k 2dae??woke up a lil late ar..den klam kabot siap2 4 werk...kinda late ar...den tok 2 naddy on de fone..she at bedok north mac redi sia!..dey frm singSong..den wen finali 67 came!..i realiz dat i nvr brin ez-link...den i find 4 my coins dun haV!!sian sia!!den maddy was like take cab!..wah damn man!!cab again..broke sia!!haiyz..so yar la..took cab den go werk place..den met up wid naddy...den at ferz went in2 crew room..go chack my schedule!..den in de end i werk at 3 sia!!!waz my time sia..was my money!!haiz...den nvrm..i tel david i wan stat at 2..den he sae oka...den tok2 2 naddy n sam soh...den tok redi..i go change...den fellany n al cam sia!!!!MALU SAKZ!!..walau..i was like down dere lyd nk top muker...hurmphz...dem quikli go in2 de kitchen...menyesal aku lang al dat i werkin dat time..den dey go find me!!!hmph...nvrm la..msg fellany ask him y come ol..den he sae notin..mitin place..shit damn sia..den i go stat werk ar..den dis david purposeli ask me mop de floor at de counter dere...walau...im oni supoz 2 do wen de counter crew bzy..dey not sia!!haiyax...dey down dere...ceh rajin seh!!rajin ar..tk leh angz ar!!shit damn man!!..haiz..nvrm la..den mop ol redi..den return 2 de gril dere..den wen i doin...dey purposeli move place..so dat dat place dey can c me!!walau..kerin maut sia..den dey kip on lookin..walau..sway sia dey ol...nvrm la..hack dem..in de end dey leave oso...so yar la..ling went down..even dough she nvr werk..she go mit up wit naddy n sam..den ling ask me ask david can go 4 brek not..den i go ar..den took nuggetz...frm 6 piece..i took 9 ar??i dono..loz count..haha..den eat2,tok2..den wen i finish brek..dey goin naddy houz 2 go pick up stufz...so yar la..i werk ol...i veri gongsa gongsa sia...den de pc kip on sayin..hu teach u hu teach u..in my hert i was lyd damn u!..can shudup nt??i long time nvr werk rite..haix..nvrm la..dne wen comin de end redi..i was like..david can go home???johny can go home...dey were like nono...lucki de aunty pc quite fun...she kip on givin me food..den sae..eat la ah gerl...ltr u hungry..hahakz..den wen i finali get 2 go home!..fuh i rush 2 de crew room..den go get change...den ling msg ask 2 buy stufz...den i kol her back..den she sae buy de stufz at singSong..so yar la..go buy ol...den i wait 4 cab...den took cab 2 ezt coz!..BROKE AGAIN!!!!haiz...den reach dere redi...lil ppl sia..oni 5...which is ling,sam,naddy,syad n me..den dey bbq ol..den alip n rhoma cum...den dats ol ar..7oni..haiz...so yar la...bbq2 ol..chit chat..hav fun...tok crapz...den sam find a chair...sit dere...den naddy n syad find a seat..memotek kot..hahakz...den i kip on doin de bbq thinz...den ling n alip...den funi sia..we want take pic..cam susa g2..hahakz..we put de cam at de dustbin..den ling quikli come back..den we were like posin..we were lyd eh..wen wana snap??den wen finali wana snap...ling was laughin..she squat down on de floor..funi sia..bud de 2nd shot was nice ar..we kloz up..nice...den ling funni u noe...alip sae ar..switch of ferz...save sumtin 4 ltr..confrm ltr fun..he was referin 2 de cam..den she taut was de radio...den she of bof..den wen rhoma cam..ask how come of radio..she sae alip ask 2..den i was laughin redi!!hahakz...funi ar she..gonsa2..hahakz..den took sum more pics..den nad n syad lev at ard 10..dey taut can take cab..den i ask my bro pick me up ar..den he reach ard 10.40 lyd dat..den nad kol..sae canot get cab..den i sae ar...ask my bro send..den she sae nitin...so yar la..wen my bro reach..actuali ol of dem wana tompang den drop at mac...den in de end..ol dowan...den sam n naddy tompang..ling supoz 2 oso..den in den she stae...den drop naddy n sam at nad houz...den went home..den go slip...hehekz...


~171205~*wErK-LaRgE oDa*
2dae?i woke up late man!!haix...den quikli get redi 4 werk...den took 67 den took 225...den wen reach redi...i veri gong sia...i came in at at 2.3o..lek2 u noe..den i do do my stuf ol..den wen nana ask me wad time i finish...i go chack ar..den in de end..i notice dat it was i stat 1.30!hahakz....buat bodo sakz...den got large oda..de whole kitchen kecoh sia..tungang terbalik!!...haiyox...filet hav 2 steam..dis one go toast!!haiyo haiyo,,den werk ol...den go home at ard 7 pluz..den 2dae i eat mc flurry!!nice!!whee...hehekz..den go home..laze ard..borin sia!!haix..



Love nisa,{/12:00 AM}


Saturday, December 17, 2005
k 2dae huh??woke up late...supoz 2 wake up at 11...den wake up at 12..haiz..den go buy my lil bro de book...so yar la bout de bookz..not bein rude..bud yumin de new shirt not nice man..4 heaven sake its orange!!wad de hel..is not nice seh..haiz..lucki im out of de skul..=p..hahakz...kk den aftr dat go home...slack de whole wae thru ar..went down..wen im upstarz i saw him...den wen i go down he go home liao!..heng ar..hu wan c him seh..hahakz..den aftr dat buy sum stuf den go up again..den slack..watch tb..den wen my mom came..i 4low me mom go safra..she wan do my bro nye pazport enta ape enta...den wen home ar..den watch rainbow conection..fuh goin 2 de end aredi...hahakz...den my fone was veri quiet...was expectin ppl 2 kol..n i nvr noe dis guy wil kol ar...he read my blog ar..abt de hertbrek thin ar...nk kate leh caye tk le..i min lyd is lyd long time ago ar...nvrm la syai..hmm...so he apologise 2 me 4 wad he do..hmm...so nvrm la...i juz sae ok...den wen i ask him y he lie...he change topic arx...so yar la nvrm la...dun reali mind..den he told me bout wad his suferin ol dat...nk cayer leh cayer..tk nk cayer pun ader..enta la...reali i dono...m so confuz...wen he kol my mind was like damn blur...confuz n askin y he kol...
~upsEtz??~



Love nisa,{/1:41 AM}


Thursday, December 15, 2005
genting trip...<5th-9th>



feRz daE


okae...woke up veri earli in der mornin...slept at ard 2pluz..i tink...cant rememer..k den woke up get redi everitin...double check everitin...den saw a note ontop of my bag...deres a $50 note frm my 2nd bro..was so shock!!...my 2 broz had beEn so suportive towards me..so hapi dat dere r lyd dat now..got 2 noe al dis wen de concert...hahakz..lurv em 2 bits!!..hehekz..den my dad giv me $150 sae in case..my mom gave me ard 190pluzRM...den went 2 skul..my mom n dad send..my dad drive..so took alyn ferz..den too jess..jess wana send us off...so touch..hehekz..so yeah..lend jezz jacket cuz i herd about de veri cold weather dere..so yupiex..den went 2 skul..everione was dere redi..i min de percusion al ar..except 4 steven..my gay bro..hehekz..den said farewell 2 my mom n dad..den went of 2 hav a briefin at de kantin...tok2 ol...den wen is time 2 go..said byez 2 jess...al were veri eager 2 leve her..she cired..we cried..hehekz..its juz dat..nvrm..den took de buz..sat down wit wan leng ferz...den in de bus alyn tok 2 fellany...den she kip on pasin de fone 2 me..so i tok 2 him..wah.,..he ar,..cant difrentiate between me n alyn voice..dono wad so same wid our voice..if wid nad..i understan ar..alot seh same..bud alyn...wierd la he..he in de end diff by de werds we use...he sae i like 2 use de werd..MAMPOZ!..den alyn is like..SHUDUP AR!..so yar la..den in de bus wen reach checkpoint..msg quite a few 2 bid farewel..bud oni 2-3 replied..hahakz!..kk..den wen down 2 de checkpoint..declared 2 go off..i was lyd so damn blur!!..cuz wasnt use 2 it la..usuali my mom do al dis stufz..i juz 4low..den dis widout my mom..my ferz time doin al bymyself...so alyn my patner..had hard time la..she had 2 tel me 2 do dis..do dat..hahakz..kk..den in de buz 2 gentin..al de wae..slept..woke up..slept..woke up..hhaakz..so yarz..den at ed so kol bukit zit??i min goin up de mountain thingy ar..it was so damn frekin scary lor!!!de bus sudenli move veri slowi!!n i min slowli!!den de air-con was off..it was so damn hoT!!so yar la..everione was so damn scared..we scared it sudenli brek down u c..so yar...den lucki thin was we made it dere safeli...it was so damn frekin cold!! canot tahan sia..hahakz..setled down...dengot our room keys..den me n lyn went up..we were veri lucki sia..we got de biggest room!!everi oder room was so damn smal...n ourz is like veri big!!..hahakz!!everione went 2 our room n was like jealous..so yar la..we were veri lucki...so aftr putin our bag inst ol..went down again 4 de openin ceromany...oh yar!...bendemeer hav!!!hahakz..got abit of memory wit dem!!hahakz..so yar la..openin ceromny was so damn borin!!hahakz..bud dis msia band played ross r0y!!our fav piece!!hahakz..almoz everitin was played nice ar..bud de saxaphone solo was not nice!!..our reezal is much more nicer!!..he play wid feelinZ!!hahakz..kk..den aftr dat we can go back our room...it was our so kol free time ar..bud gt lyd 1hour oni...n wen we got de free time..de shops al were kloz!!so cleber..so me n lyn decided 2 stock up our food n stae in our room...we eatin2..watch tv..tok..den in de end..we slept..hahakz..eh..wait b4 dat..we got debrief ar..frm ms tan..memekak sakZ!!smua kener mara!..hmph..no nice...de nxt dae aftr brekfez got sectional!..wad de heck??haiz..oh yar..me n lyn left de tv on...den at nite..i rememer wokin up n switch off de tv..bud it was juz a dream...cuz wen lyn woke up..de tv was on but de blue screen..den she told everione abt my drem..n everione was like laughin!!haiz..hehe..





2nd dAeokae..

woke up earli ar...lyn woke up ferz..bath ol den wake me up..cuz she noe i pig..hahakz...so yar la...bath ol..get redi..n headed down 4 brekferz..de brekferz was quiet okae ar...as per norm..jy n yes wasnt eatin fully!!hahakz..oh yar..i sat down wit..lyn,jy,yes,xin rui n wan leng...yupz..so aftr dat..we eat redi..we had sectional...trombones to0k our room..den perc was in jy n yes room...had fun in dere..bud slept sum timez ar..hehekz..den aftr a while..got workshop...den went 4 one of dis stupid werkshop..damn man..it make me sleep oni!!..bud nvrm dat...de werz was dis guy!!hahakz..so funi man!!he was lyd sllipin den did dis funi thin..n i was like laughin out damn loud..wen he look i quiet oni...funi seh..he come frm shuqun sec..dono were de hell is it sia..hahakz..aftr de werkshop...sir was lyd askin us wad we learn..den we were lyd..hmm...wad did we learn..hahakz..cuz de whole time we sleep wad!!hahakz..=p de whole perc ar..hahakz...dne aftr de wekshop..i did not noe wad we do...yar..4get ar..i tink we got our free time..den lyn was wit fath..den i went wid de perc ar...bought my bro t-shirt..bof of em ar..so yar..aftr dat finsih so kol shopin..went back up..no one told us dat got mitin..so came in late..lucki tk kene mengomel..so yar..aftrde mitin..went back 2 de room...fath n nad slip our room..dey scared 2 slip in dier own room..so yar la...my dremz of slipin in jy n yes room trash..cuz dier room is veri cramp n veri dusty...i alwaex got block nose n al if i stae dere..so yar la...went 2 slip aftr dat...






3rD daE

2dae??woke up alil late ar..den wash up ol..headed 4 brekfest..had our half u on...cuz 2dae is de dae!!haiz...compt dae!..so yar la..freakin nervous man in de morn..haiz...so ya la..aftr dat..got a short sectional...den its de time..headed down 2 de mitin place wit our instrument n ful u..den went 2 de holdin room...we down dere..fuh nervous giler seh...kip on reapetin de stufz in ma mind..lyd so damn nervous..go pee alot of time man!!..haix..so scared 4 de perc..haix...so ya aftr de holdin room...went on 2 de tunin room..in de tunin room...i kinda doss off..hehekz...shoo..dun tel nibodi...borin seh..dey tune den de perc was lyd zZzZz....hahakz...kk..den...aftr de tunin al..we went up...we waited outside de auditorium..herd de band b4 us...we were like ----------....haix so freakin scared!!k den i was de ferz in line...perc went up ferz...wen de do0rz open...fuh..de moment of truth...heart beatin lyd mad ar!!is like...de intenz trainin...de tearz!de scoldin ol lae down 2 dis big moment!!de moment of truth!!haiz...so ya...went up 2 stage lookin nt scared n confident..de ferz thin dat went on2 mi mind was..walau!y got so many ppl sia!!is like de whole audi was pack wid ppl...haiz..so wen de mc said band no'7-chai chee sec...my hand was trembling...wad eva ppl sae was in my mind...al de encouragement...al de commentz...de choir...loke...de concert...fellany telin me dat my crash was damn obvius dat is rong!!fuh..i nvr wana feel dat wae again man!!is like a flash in my mind...hate it man...we began 2 play..postcard was quite okae i guz..oni my rhythm i tink was a lil slow or sth la..den postcar cumz!!de moz diff piece i eva play 4 a compt or perf...so took a deep breath n began...screwed up in alot of part!!haix...almoz lyd de whole thin cum downs..n yet i did so damn bloody bad!!!haiz...regret dat!!is like durin prac sum timez i can plae...den durin de dae..i freak out!n broke down!!damn i hate ma self!!haix..if oni anibodi understan...haix..aftr de piece...went down...cried a lil bit...bud told everibodi i yawn...i noe dey dun belief...bud wad de hcak..i feel lyd goin in my room n brek down n cry my heart out..bud canot...cuz hav 2 go n c oder band..haix...so yupx..wen down...den c oder band...damn dey played wel!!haix..our result was supos 2 b told at 1pm...b4 lunch..bud dey didnt wan...dono y...so yar la...wen 4 lunch...laugh while we can..be hapi wen we can..we eatin..den sir join us...he made me laugh lyd wad sia..tok bout kuachi la!!dentok bout thinz..pervetic him!!hahakz..so ya la...aftr dat go back 2 audi...listen 2 oder band!!..almoz dose off ar..as per norm!!hahakz...bud one thin fer sure..FAJAR SEC MB ROX MAN!!!hahakz...reali..dey r damn nice lor!!lurv dier percusionis!!how dey move 2gader...dey played sailor n de sea...wow!!damn nice man1!hahakz...kk..den resultz were up...wen dey sayin de oder band...i redi stated cryin ledi...*bleahx!!*..dun like it seh...alyn join me cryin..de rez was kool..nadia oso cry..we were so damn anxious!!we were damn scared dat we got nth...so yar la...wen dey sae band no'7..held jy n lyn hand so damn tite!!den de results came..caught us by suprise...bronze!!..mani may thin its oka...bud 2 us..is like..nvrm...dowana tok bout de result...kept on tink wad wil ppl sae wen we reutrn back 2 spore...haix...so yar la...aftr dat had dinner..den aftr dat gt concert...frenship concert..presented by BENDEMEER, chij toa payoh n anoder skul..ferz time wana cabot..bud 2 tink of it nvrm la..staed on...watch...okae la nt dat bad...had fun..oh yar i rememer sth veri emberessin dere...one of de skul played dis piece ar..den dere dis part...u noe de pop goes de weasel!..den de ferz time everi bodi scream except 4 me..so de nxt time i go scream!!widout me noein..dat was de time wen dey link anoder song..so dere is no pop...i was like so emberezz!!everione stared at me..n de pop was so loud!!..i quickli ran behind de chair n hide seh!!malu giler seh!!hehe...den aftr de concert...went back 2 our room since im broke liao...den yes slip wid me...wah..she slip ar...de whole bed herz sia..my parts ol misin!!hahakz...nebe de mind...





4tH daE

2dae woke up at 11 or 10...4get redi...bud dint hav a peaceful nite dough..sum one kept on knokin de door...so open la...was dis nadia n zyma..haiyx...den de telephone kip ringin..wen i pick up..no one tok..haix...kk..den wen wake up redi...my n lyn walk2 ar...cuz yes,jy,wan leng n xin rui wen 4 brek liao..so we walk2 ferz ar..bout a few stufz...den met dem back...den walk2 again...until me n lyn broke liao...we decided 2 go back 2 our room...den slack...moz of de time watch tv n eat kropok...den aftr dat at 6pm..go down n mit jy,yes,wan leng n xin rui 4 dinner...so we eat ol redi...oh yar..almoz choke at my food..walau weh..dey dono how 2 take out ol de fish bone man!!haiyaz...kk..den aftr dat went back up 4 de closin ceromani ar...cindy cried..dono y arx..bud she veri upset...den wen takin de prize..de chai cheenz were ol cheerin 4 her...hehekz..den aftr dat...wen back 2 de room...den got mitin 4 de laz time..ms tan sae she gona step down frm band..she goin 2 join dance...gd luck 2 de dance team lar eh!!hahakz..nasib krg lar..bud 2 tink of it..she was de oni one hu had been so suportive wid band..i dun tink we wil go dis far..if it wasnt 4 her ar..wait...m i goin mad??y de hel m i sidin her??hahakz...kk..it is veri nice 2 c her leave..bud a lil pain 2 c dat ogne ar...so yar la...den tok 2 lyn til 2-3am...she tok bout dis mr fahmi..hahakz..how gay he acted out durin de cocktail ceromani..hahakz..sejuk knz..haha..






5tH daE.

2dae huh??woke up at 5..as usual lyn go bath ferz..den aftr dat me...den pack de final sutfz..den go down 4 brekfast..final tym de band gona eat 2gada..hahakz...so yar la..aftr dat went back 2 de room..bid our final gdbye..den ol of us go n beserakn kn our room..lyd put ol de thinz not in oder...de worz was unbelivabl syaf ar..she did thinz which r veri unexpected!!hahakz...kk den aftr dat was kinda irritated by my percz ar..cuz dey ask me cary cymbalz...den i cary..is like insyd de bag got ol2gader 3cymbal..so is aredi heavi..den dey expect me 2 cary de stand n de temple blk...den wen i ask em 2 help..ol gib me a deaf ear..n i min ol!!den dey expect me 2 brin my lugage oso..lyd wad de hell lor!!m so irritated wid dem!!haix..lucki got lyn..she help me wit my lugage..den zyma help me cary my hand cary stuf..den i cary AL de perc stuf..oh ya..n ol of em were lyd caryin oni 1 stand!!wad de hel man!!haiyax...i juz gotta accept thinz ar..haiz..so niwaex..booard de bus..den in de bus i go tok 2 ruzay ask him cari one of de perc ins ar...den he sae okae redi...den in de bus..slip de whole wae thur..den obviusli i cant slip soundly...once i woke up ar..den i kinda stood up...c de whole bus ol slipin sia..even sir..taut of takin pic bud nemyne..dowan wast film..hahakz..den wen reach one of de rez stop...i taut lyn dowan wake up..so slip ar..den she wake up..ask me if i wan go down..den i sae nitin ar..cuz dat time jy yes ol go down redi..widout me!..haiz..nemyne...den go down..buy food ol..den go bak up...den canot slip redi...sir came 2 de back of de bus den tok2 2 us ar...he siao la he!!muahaha..reali!!..tok cock man..he go eat dis big lolipop den he sae is lyd sth elz...dirty fello man!!hahak...den tok2 in de end we reach msia imigration nye tpt...den ruzay sae he wana help rite??den in de end he nvr..damn him man..i was lyd damn suferin dere!..haiz..den aftr dat ol...go spore imigration...den aftr dat headed back 2 chai chee...den put our inst ol down...den headed back home..take cab wit lyn cuz i stil kinda angry wid de rez ar..so yar la..den lyn drop den i drop!..fuh!..miz my home man!!den wen reach..settle down..den kol me darl!!...i miz her man!!loadz n loadz!!hehekz..den one by one came home..den gib dem dier gibz...hehekz..kinda appreciative la dey ol..hahakz..=p



Love nisa,{/2:02 AM}




ouh..its just me.

♥♥ Nysa
♥♥ JuLy Baby
♥♥ Turning to a Legal age on de 29th
♥♥ Short
♥♥ im a JAVA-Lay-PoReaN *winkx*
♥♥ Nursing student @ NYP
♥♥ Love her family and friends
♥♥ Am in a relationship
♥♥if you love me den thank you.
♥♥if you hate me den phuck you. =))

ouh i wish..

a hapPy happy Life
be a registered nurse!=))
a new handphone
laptop
mp3
casio baby-g watch
PSP slim
sundress
n more dresses!
shades
Tankini
cardigans
red/grey hoodie
white heels
white tote bag
straw bag
C&K bag
Queens Contoure teEs
Many2 teEs
whiTe skiRt
brown jeans
n de list will never ends..=))


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