Monday, September 19, 2005
wokie2...yesterdae nvr blog..so update2..hehekk..yesterdae went 2 tuition and ngaji as per norm...at nagji i was so damn alone..i min de hole 4rowz filed wit guyz..n im de on gurl at de back..laughin al de wae weneva got joke ar..it felz so uncomfertable widout a gurl at de back wit me..haiz.,,lucki is not in a room..if not lagii i won feel comfertable...haha,,,k..den went home..den went out wit my mom n adek..go great werld city..my mom wana shop 4 sth...try 2 get a pai of nice formal skirt..hahakz..untk raye..bud cant seem 2 find ani man!..haix..hahakz!..den went 2 bugis..aftr walk2 4 awhile..went home...veri tired..rez stright awae aftr i land..hahakx...den went 2 dreamland...hehekz...
den 2dae...went 2 skul as per norm ar...go 2 skul..not much hapen ar...dint quite tok 2 haz..i find a suden change in her which i aint sure of..reali...i dono..she juz change...reali wan her own self back again..bud if u ask me wad is her own self..i oso dono..is juz so confusin..hahakz..kk..nemine2...aftr skul..went 2 bedok mac dere ar...go 4low ling go take her uni...so went wit her, max n siti,....so damn funi..we studi 4 awhile...bud sum gerlz frm bedok town was wae 2 noisi...til we olwaex get distracted...m reali so hapi dat ling stated studyin 4 her mathx!!reali i m..at lezt now u got chance of beatin ppl u wan rite??hehekz..kk..my aim 2 beat is angeline, ismail n anoder person..if i bit ol of em..fuyooh!..il be in de moon!!hahakz...if dat can hapen la..especiali wit angeline sia..dono if can make it not!!..ismail maybe ar..damn him la!!laz mid year he won me in 2sub..i tink ar..so canot redi..muz studi redi!!nid 2 win dem man!!k...i hav 2 brush up on me maths...any1 can tutor me??hehe...oh yar..wen we at de mac..i did my mathz...max was de turor of de dae..hahakz..he noe everitin sia..damn!!hahakz..nvrm..ling did her werk 2..me 2..max 2..bud ct did not..she read her book..hahakz..let her be la..den aftr dat..went home..den do dis..later hav 2 send me bro bahx...hahakz..nvrm la..at lezt can earn sum $$!!yeah!!..bo0sH!!im outta herre!!!!!!!!!!!buaix!!!
Saturday, September 17, 2005
wokie...me back..almoz 4got 2 blog 2dae..hahakz...dough im free..hehekz..kk..2dae?dint do nitin much in de morn...woke up at 12..i noe im a pig..hahakz...cmon la..enjoy life wen u stil can n wen u hav de chance..muahaha..kk..so niwaex..woke up at 12..den go bath ol..den watch tv..hahakx..den ard 3..i study my mathz n physics..hahakz...kuai ar??haha..no la..exam cumin la..hav 2 do it..haix..kk...so aftr studyin..ard 5 lyd dat.went 2 swensenz at airport 2 eat..cum celebratin my dadi bdae..hahakz..kk..n my bro drive us dere..haha...he paz his drivin lezon liao..haha..ko0l seh..itz juz yesterdae he paz his drivin lezon..wit juz 2pts..hahakx..n lyd 2dae his drivin..hahakz..many congratz 2 him!!kk..he got potential 2 speed ar..i min seriuzli..he wanna speed..oni thin my mom kip on warnin him on de speed..so he cant lar.hahakz...datz my ferst bro..my 2nd bro is goin 2 take his motorin lezon sum time nxt week..hahakz..bud he had been trainin wit my dad la..btw..his helmet is so damn nice..blue colour..nice!!hahakz..so yar..til he take n he paz...mine wil be long wa 2 go..hahakz..wil take my drivin leson wen im 18...which hopefuli im at poly..hahakz...kk...back 2 my dae..so once we reach dere..we order our food..i ate de hawaiin pita pizza..ferst time eat dat..hahakz..yum2...veri nice!!..i min if u wana not 2 be ful..u eat dat la..hahakx..kk..den bought chocolate crunch for ice cream..yumz!!...de rez bought earthquack choco..haha..n sticky chewy choco..tried sum frm my dad..yumz!!hahakz...okie ar not dat bad..bud veri sweet..n alot of choco!!haha...den went home..on de wae home...ling kol..she told me dat she got de job at mac..haha..congratz 2 her...i wana join!!but wil join her durin holidae bahz!!hahakz..at near her houz dere..bedok north ekh??haha..dono la..i noe at bedok sth..haha...kk...den went home redi...go down my block dere...got de lantern thingy la..bored man..den went home..cuz mak eton cum wit wak don n idzwan..hahakz..idzwan now veri mature sia..hahakz..i think la..he same age as me..im juz not kloz wit him...aint no y??haha...k den went 2 play compt..den until now la..hahakz..now listenin 2 ol de jiwangy song...haix..dono y im so upset ova matters i dun even noe wad??haix..y my life cant b as per norm as dose hu r hapi???misery lies on me man!!
upset baby`
Friday, September 16, 2005
kk..letz recap 4 de paz few dae...
120905~
k..2dae mon...a begining of a new semester in skul..lets make it de laz semester of my sec 3 years..im juz so scared!!im juz woried i cant make it 2 sec4exp...haix..kk..no one came man...n i min no one came..ling,rhoma,alip,haz,siti al nvr cum..wanted 2 pon 2gadre wit dem...bud my dad n mom dun alow..so haiyaz..juz make dem hapi n go lar..den wen reach skul..almoz half of de klaz were not dere...cux moz of dem got obs n de big lot oso nvr cum...hmm...ling was sick..pity her..haix..den in skul went wit lisa...al de wae wit her..hahakz...except recez ar..went wit hanali..de rez al go wit her..thx ar lis!..hehe..den aftr skul went 2 tamp wit hana n tania...hahakz..i fastin den tania wanted 2 eat at mac..so 4low her la..haiyax..den go take neo aftr dat..haha..tania ferst time take neo..hehe..den went home..den brek faz den go send my lil bro go tuition ar..bored la..den went home..watch tv..den went 2 slip soon aftr dat...
130905~
k..2dae dint actuali want 2 faz..bud haz faztin u c..so accomapanied her 2 faz...den in de end..she remembered dat she drank water...tak sengaje..n decided not 2 faz..n brek it..haix,,i dint la..so niwaex..skul was okae..except ling2 nvr cum..*sobz* shez stil sick..aftr skul went 2 band as per norm..den aftr dat went tuition...brek faz dere..haha..den went home..den eat..den i doo wad i do..hahakz..
140905~
k...2dae ling finali came..hehekz..so hapi..miz her man..haha..kk...dint rememer wad hapen in skul al...bud i rememer aftr skul went 2 ling houz...wit siti oso...vewi fun la...ling dog...i veri scared wit it..haix..bud dey sae...he more scared of me..cux i kip on shoutin on de sight of him..hahakz..kk..wanted 2 studi...bud i read a book de whole wae true..haha..den man koled...we disturb him lyd hel sia...we kip on pasin de fone around..n kip on changin voices..haha..he finali put down wen we tok2 him.veri flirt2 kind..hahakx..serve him rite..muahaha..den went home..wen i reach home..rite on time for buka...hahakz..den eat..den went 2 studi..i think..did i??neh..not sure...muahaha...
150905~
kk...2dae went 2 skul as per normal...haz nvr cumm..aint sure y...so i 4got wad we do in skul...den aftr skul..we went 2 bedok..me,ling n siti...we go derer juz 2 fotocopy hist notes...den went pet shops ferst..den siti go libry...den me n ling went 2 pasar mlm...she bought sum fo0d fer her momi...den she took cab home..n i decided 2 wait 4 my momi n dad 2 go home..so wen 2 libri...go find siti..den go read book...den went 2 mit my momi..den bought sum fo0dz...den went home...den aftr dat went 4 tuition..haiya...dat augustine cant stop tokin bout dat think..haiyax..lucki got no sound effect!!haha..k..den went home..btw...2dae my dadi bdae..hahakz..hapi bdae dady!!nvr went out dough..we celebratin dis sat..go eat at swensenz...hahakz..i tink...hehez..
160905~
2DAE!!!!hahakx...kk..went 2 skul my fader sent me..dowana tok bout y..cuz ltr i..nvrm..skul was okae lar..studi de hole wae true..den durin hist got ss tez..i tink mrs choo is veri shock cux den 3ec bunch..was doin!!4 de ferst time..haha..realy!!haha..den aftr skul..me n yes went 2 siglap mac 2 eat..supoz 2 go eat pizza hut..bud fers jia yin dun hav den 2nd, late redi..so decided not 2 la..diao..hahakz...eat my double cheesburger..long time nvr eat dat..haha..den went 4 band..i take earli dismisal..i went off at 4..cuz hav 2 send my cuz at airport..so yar..my mom took me at 4..den went airport..k la..quite okae la..bud oni thin i was alone.not dat kloz wit syiqah u c...so nvr mix ard wit dem much..went wit my mom oni..hahakz..den aftr seein syawal of..my mom n i go buy burger king..den went home..den at home..i bath ol...den tertido..hahakz..wake up redi...was hungry ar..bud decided not 2 eat cux de food was crab...n i dun eat crab..so nvr eat dis..den i go do dis ar...which im bored now!!hahakz...
muackieZ!!!
Saturday, September 10, 2005
kk..2dae woke up late..aldough alot of ppl msg me 2 wake up..n havin alot of morning kolz...i had yet wake up...dono y..im juz 2 tired ar..haix..den wen i wake up late..obviuzli i went out of houz late..damn late..i went out at 10.40 wen im supoz 2 be at 11.20...was veri scared on comin late..cux me dowana do de 20downz..cux nt feelin well la..haix..den went 2 skul..lucki thin earli seh..hahakz..sir haven even cum...den brin de instrumentz up 2 hal...arrange de chairz so neat redi..den dey go change...pantat drg ar!!!!haha...den aftr de parentz ol cum redi..den de per4mance ol..den mr loke tok2 ol...den go eat..hahakx..den i go home wit my parentz..late ar wait 4 de whole band 2 finish..haha..kk..den went home..watch tv..n now doin dis..n oso eatin mash potato!!!!!!!!yummy-yum-yum!!!!!hehe,..k me now wana enjoy..buaix..muackz!!!
Friday, September 09, 2005
kk..2dae...we decided 2 go 2 wild wild wet...haix...so we go ar..ada came 2 my houz in de mornin...den we ferst send my 2 cuzy home.den we head 2 downtown east 2 mit up wit aunty yan n famili...den al of uz play at de yakult slide thingy..den play de lazy pool..den took de ridez al..taut de ridez were fun..BUT IS DAMN BORIN!!!!!!!!!reali..is so damn slow..n is so not fun...mayb 4 de kids is fun ar...but 4 uz is so damn slow man..dun go dere if u findin thrill..i rader go 2 big splash at east coast..haiyax...bud oni fun is de ular-lah..haha..veri fun..take 2 time...de pic nice u noe..haha..once i cover ada face..haha..bud 2 bad i nvr buy..hehe..so aniwae...had fun wen makin aunty yan stuck at de lazy pool..haha..she cant even move man...she even ask de lifeguard fer help...desporeado..haha...funi seh...her husband left her..muahaha..kk...wanted 2 take de samsung thingy cux it look faz..den dis ada dowan take wen de queue is so damn short..cux she scared..hehek..nvrm la..den wanted 2 take wit uncle jojo..bud de queue damn "short" reali..haha..so decided not 2 take..den go bath cum change lar...den went on 2 c a scooby doo show..my smal cuzy n bro al wana c..so stae on lar...wah nicky sit on me lap..haiyo.until leg cramp sia..haha..nvrm la..den went home...den aftr ada go home redi...i watch fear factor 4 awhile..den go slip..hehekz..2 tired sia..den 2moro hav 2 go 2 skul 4 band...got mitin wit de parentz n princilple..n investiture..im so scared on wad poz i can get...kk..todlez!..
~sTh wHiCh i FiNd vEry InTeRiStiN FeR dE guyZ..i find it veri true~
~ReAD n UndErStaNe~
~fEr HeAvEn sAke~
~heHeKz~
If a girl cries in front of you,
It means that she couldnt take it anymore.
If you take her hand,
She would stay with you for the rest of your life.
If you let her go,
She couldnt go back to being herself anymore.
A girl wont cry easily,
Except in front of the person whom she loves the most,
she becomes weak.A girl wont cry easily,
only when she loves you the most,
she puts down her ego.
Guys,
if a girl cries because of you,
Please hold her hands firmly,
she's the one who would stay with you,
For the rest of your life.
Guys,
if a girl cries because of you,
please dont give her up,
maybe it is because of your decision,
you ruin her life.
When she cries right in front of you,
When she cries because of you,
Look into her eyes,
Can you see & feel the pain & hurt she's feeling?
Think.
Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity,
In front of you,
And because of you?
She cries not because she is weak,
She cries not because she wants sympathy or pity,
She cries,
Because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain,
hurt & agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside.
Guys,
Think about it,
If a girl cries her heart out to you,
And all because of you,
Its time to look back on wat you have done,
Only you will know the answer to it.
Do consider it.
Because one day,
It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say "im sorry".
To my guy friends...
Ponder this message seriously.
Dont do this to a girl,
You may regret it for the rest of your life.
Maybe in your life,
she's the only one that loves YOU the most.
Remember this lesson.
~mEaNiNfuL AiNt it??~
~hoPe u GuyZ leArN a leSOn~
kk...2dae...was soken up AGAIN...now by ruzay...bud at ferst was dat stupid person..haiyax!...dono y bud dis few daex in de mornin y u ppl hav 2 wake me up oso i dono..haix..i wan my slip man..at nite my hp so quite..u can disturb al u wan..at nite ar..bud not in de morn..plz la..me wan slip la..haha..kk..ruzay kol me up juz 2 tel me dat band stat at 11 n not at one,..haix...was veri reluctant 2 wake up..so i slip again..until 10..den i wake up..kol my momi..she at clinic...she take mc..den i ask her send me skul cux late liao...den she send me skul..den late redi..kana down 20 frm eric..damn man..haix...juz do..aftr dat do drillingz..kana down LOTZ of time..n i min ALOT!!haix...kk..den aftr finish..go 4 lunch wit yes n jiayin..4 once almoz alot of ppl ran 2 de kfc..haha..hu were dere noe la..haha..den aftr eat2 ol..go back skul..den sir was kinda angry wit us al la...cux we don respect our majors...wad de heck??we do wad?dunt we??haha..kk..den practice de song phantom fire!!! I LIKE DE SONG!!wahaha...it was juz tues dat i sae i hate de song..bud now im tellin u...im lovin it man..hahak...is true la..once u noe how 2 play..is damn ezy..haha...reali..is damn nice...wen faz it wil b nice bud veri hactic..btw...PERCUSSION JUZ ROX!!!!haha..kk..den go 4 sectional..den finish band..wen wana fal out liao...dat stupid ms tan go tok 2 us..damn swae man...frm band finish at 5...it al ended at 6pluz!!damn!!haix..wen falin out..i was not seriuz wit sth...so kana down AGAIN!!!!!!!!!damn u!..haix..al2geder i kana 75 n more man!..i count..haha..damn sore my knee..haix..kk..den aftr dat..go back home..den change2 ol..go 4 my tuition...haix..maths sum more..dono how 2 study sia..so tired..haix..nvrm..lucky got augustine..haha..damn la de guyz!..veri irritatin u noe!!ppl doin my werk..dey go disturb me seh...haix...dey on de stupid ghost sound..haix...i tel u de sound is stil ringin in my mind man!!haix..**SoBz**kk...den go home...me cuz was stil dere..dey slipin ova..not dat kloz wit em la..dey so lil how 2 kloz seh..so dint tok much 2 dem...sum more dey veri kuai..i scared tersala ckp..mampoz aku!!haha..bud now al of em r faz asleep upstairz..i tink ar..nvrm leta go check on em..haha..now i not doin anitin..browsin on pplz frenster..everidae it juz hurt 2 c sth..or sum1..haix..dowan tok 2 much..ending here..muackiex!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
kk...2dae was woken upfrm my slip 2timez...bud i dun care..haha..i finali wake up at 1130...i tink ar...den go bath ol...den go mit darlin at bdk...wan go studi..hahakx..so mit her den go libry..den wen at de libry at ferst i studied ar...i go de band thingy..hahakz...den aftr dat i do 2qnz of physics n dint wana do anymre..haha..bud darlin did her werk...haha..she did her eng..haha..powerr...haha...kk..den since i dint wana do anymore...so bored..go round de libry a couple of time..haha...den canot tahan redi bof of z go put our bag at de locker...den we go walk2 at bedok...ferst go walk ard de pasar malam dere...den go bought sum food n more STICKERZ!!!!!!!!!!wahaha...wad a bunch of childish freakz!!!!muahaha...kk...den we went 2 giant..walk2 ard dere for couple of minz..den go 2 one ofde pet shops ar...den saw dis kit kitty...veri kiut sia..haha...den aftr dat we go back 2 libry...go take picz...ling pervert u noe...hehekz...go take ppl boobiez...muahaha...i noe la mine big..no nid take..hehek...jokin..my sho smal!!..muahaha...but not flat ar~!!haha...peace gurl...hehekx..take many2 picz..ol very2 nice..hehe...den we promote alot 4 de vcds..haha...diao!!..oh yar..btw...hu eva hu is single n very hrtbroken rite...dun sit ad deferst level dere...i tel u got alot of couple walk paz dere sia!!haiyax...me hate!!!den go take ourr bags ol..den go pasar malam again...ling wana buy mamam 4 her momi...haha...kuai la she..haha...den aftr dat..bof of uz go seperate waex...no fair leh!! olwaex her buz cum ferst....NO FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!haha,,,nvrm2..den she go take her 225...den i wait 4 my buz 69 2 cum la ALONE!!!!!!!!!!haix...69 cum so late..haha..kk den to0k de buz..den drop at my buz stop dere den walk home...bored sia...got chikopek sia...kip on starin at ppl thingy...HATE MAN!!!haiyax...den went home..my momi not at home...no one at home..except my big bro n nenek..de rez ol go out...den watch tbol..den bath den eat den surf de net...haiyax..2moro got band...dono weder 2 cum late not..haix..if she wake me up den i wake up earli la..haha..kk..muackiex!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
hmm...kk yesterdae din blog so recap..
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kk...2dae woke up at 11pluz..i tink ar..ling woke me up...sobz...she ask me kol sha2 n sam2...haiyax...k den woke up do de msgin al...den go help my bro his hw al...den aftr dat...leave home 4 bedok..go mit ling n haz...3 of us go roundin2 at de pasar malam...nth much ar...den go eat..haha..promote alot 4 kfc...muahaha...minz take alot of picz la..oh yar..now me lazy blog picz...haha..nibodi wana c go my photobucket lar ekh...haha...kk...aftr promotin n obviuxli eatin..go mit hanali at de buz stop at de train dere la...den go take bus which apparently nvr go stright..haha...den take dat buz..stop sumwere...den take anoder buz which was olso rong..hahakx...den al giv up liao we walk 2 de gym..haha.,,,damn sway man...den sam2 mit us dere...aftr dat al do de gym ar...b4 dat took weight al...i tink i gain ar...i noe y...u noe y??cux sum1 make me cried damn hard on one of de b4 daez la..read me blog den u noe...n thuz i kip on eatin choco...den cux of dat i tink i gain wait bahz..haiyax..nvrm la...den do de gym al...damn tired ar..hahakz...den aftr doin de gym ol..go bath at de gym...no fair!my wan go no hot water!!hahakz..NO FAIR!!!~haiya...den aftr bathin ol...we go home...me n hana take buz 31 home...den wen i reach home...rez 4 awhile..den go send my bro go tuition...haiya damn sway..oh yar..sum1 gib me a shock by msgin me...bud wen i reply aredi..he nvr reply...diao..haix...nvrm la..i noe dat he 4get bout me redi..so yar la i oso nid 2!!...haix...sobx..den aftr ol dat go home watch incredible talez...den watch american top model..den aftr dat i 4got wad i do ol..hahakx..
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kk..2dae..hmm...in de mornin force myself 2 wake up..haix...got 2 go skul...got band..haiyax...taut i was late..den kancong ar..den sudenli dat jia yin kol me sae wan go mobil not..nobodi cum yet...diao la she..haha..den 4low her dere..haix...bout some food cux me haven eat..den go back skul...4 band...play2 4 awhile den got drilling..haha..dat ruzai ar...dono how 2 command..haha..jk...den me was made de timer..damn man!..al my voice ol gone sia...have 2 shout n shout..haix...truz me is damn tiring 2 become a timer wen u r a gurl la..bud have fun wit de malay comand...kiri,kiri,kiri,kanan,kiri...kiri,kanan,kiri,kanan,kiri,kanan,kiri..hehex...so fun...den aftr driling continue de band music ol la..me juz hate phantom fire!!hate2!!i dono how 2 play..n is so damn tough...is not dificult oni thin muz count which i totali sux..especiali de 1n 2n 3n 4n..haiyax...ol de wae u noe haix...nvrm la..practice is de thin...haix...den aftr dat go tuition..bought my cher de cofee he lyd...den wen he come in..a frame n a drink n rotiboy was waitin 4 him at de table..hahax...so gd of uz 2 do ol dat..haha...he kip on staring at de pic..haha...den aftr dat go back home...n do dis stufz...muackiex,,,
Sunday, September 04, 2005
k..hmm...2dae??wEnt 2 tuition n ngaji as per normal la...den went home...den ibu wati,kak ayu n cik zam went 2 our houz 2 visit nenek...den jap lagi...aunty yanti n famili came...dat nikki is so damn kiut..she wore her maroon dres...damn la she..haha...den me go change 2 my blue baju kurung la..not baju kurung but baju raya la ekh..haha..den aunty yan famili, me, my lil n elder bro n momi go abg din houz...abg din tunang 2dae haha...den go dere al...ada famili came..haha..me n ada were de same type of baju lar...den aftr dat al of uz went 2 de pihak pompan...den wen reach liao hear de person tok bout de dono wad la...i oso dun understan..hehe...im not grown yet...my aunty ask me wen is my turn...den i sae 2 her..my prince haven even cum 2 me rescue wana tok bout engagement??haha..damn lame or..haha..den make a bigfuz n laugh alot bout sth..haha..is damn crap la..even my mom laugh bout it..haha..jgn ckp ar..me,aunty yan n ada da stat 2 laugh even b4 she stat...diao..cik ani oso wana laugh...bud she can take it within her control..muahaha...2 bad we cant..hahakz...kk...den we took pic wit de gurlz al..hahak...she damn preetti man..haha...den aftr al de thinz..finish al...nvr went back 2 abg din houz...aunty yan n ada n uz went straight 2 ada houz..go visit my grandad..wel his sick..haix..pity him,..nvrm2...saw him at laz...okae la..he not dat bad..stil can sae he stil sihat..hmm...den we laze ard at ada houz until abt 7pluz ar...den ling kol me bout wad she do...damn funi ar..wakaka..haha..kk..den we go home..den on de wae home in de car...got anoder stupid song,....damn la..diao................................haix...den aftr dat dey sae dey want 2 eat out..bud by de time we reach home..al of em eat liao..hahakz.....den go bath al den do dis...lazin ard man..haix.,..wonder-wonder-wonder.........
Saturday, September 03, 2005
hmm...2dae dint go niwere..bud supoz 2 visit my grandad bud my mom cancel it cux 2moro we goin 2 abg din nye tunang..my cuzin..wah..finali dey tunang...hehek...de gal is damn preti ar..veri decent lo0kin...she teach in merdian jc..haha...haix...2dae dint go niwere la..aftr i go home frm my chem tez..i rez 4 awhile la..finali my eyez take a brek..promise myself dat i cant cry again 2dae...bud i tink i broke it at nite,.haix..was in my room..den i hearin radio mah..den a song..not sure wad song ar..kinda new 2 me cux i nvr herd it b4...de lyrics veri meaningful...kinda remembered bout de thinz i felt yesterdae..haix,..dono y la..i nvr eva cry dis much 4 a crush i had..u can ask ling la..nvr seh in my life..haix...cried damn hard..til my mom ask me again wad hapen..den i juz kept quiet..sae dono oni..haix...den at nite wen we watchin a show on suria...me want eat ice cream..den at home dun have...dono hu finish it al..nvrm2...den me mom dad lil bro went 2 mac go buy ice cream..muahaha..ate choco sundae...kinda cheer up la cux chocolate is de food which cheer up gurlzx...i dono hu bud it does cheer me up..den eat liao...den i do dis..while hearin 2 al dose jiwangy song..haix..ppl avoid wen sadnezz...dis wan hear...haix...an my eye de eye bag haven went down...now i dunt wan it cux ltr ppl ask wad hapen..which i dun lyd..haha...haix...
mishin yar??
muackix!!!!
k...yesterdae dint blog ar...cux no mood..haix...go skul as per normal...den go band...sum1 in band make me piz off...lucki gt yesika...she tok 2 me al la..dat jia yin go slip...haiyax..nvrm2..kk..so wass up wit yesterdae??wen home...den aftr i bath al..i dint wana use de compt...bud i dono wad hapen...i sudenli wana...den go sum1 account..haix...i tink dey are inseperable man haix...nvrm la..dey gona celebrate dier -mthz aniversary..hmm...don wori,,,he had not been cotactin me no more.,,haix...is alwaex lyd dis...weneva i hav sum1 hum i luv...he wil disapear 2 dono were...haix...so yesterdae wen i found out sth...kept on thinkin bout it til it made me cry..yeah..i cried!!cant hold it no more...i cant juz be smiling al de wae tinkin nth is hapenin rite??so yeah..i cried de whole wae thru...den tok 2 me darling..calm down a lil bit...den de worz part have yet 2 cum..wen i was cryin..my bro came home...he ask me werez my parentz...den i told him la upstairz...den he tink im scramin at him..den he go yel at scream at me...haix...i dono y de hell he did dat...ppl sad obviusli ur voice al u donoe rite??haix...den went 2 my room locked de door...cried al de wae...cant stop tinkin bout wad hapen n bout sum1...haix...den my dad open de door wit de key..nag at me de hole wae thru!..i aint care man..almoz helf de time i wasnt listenin..my mind can oni tink bout dat sum1...haix...den aftr he finish naggin al...i kept on cryin n tink bout him..i don noe y i deserve dis man...i did nth rong n my lurv life juz simply sux or!!haix,,.den i rememer got chem tez de nxt dae..so i tried 2 studi..bud nth seem 2 be in ma mind...al de equationz can be in...if oni al dis were not 2 hapen..mayb i can studi beta...y?y?Y?..haix...den wen i was in my rom..my momi went in 2 my room den she hug me n kiz me..so swit of her..at lezt sum1 care bout me wen im sad at my home...haix...den aftr starin at de book..i cant take it no more...i go lie down on me bed...stil cant stop thinkin..dono wads hapenin 2 my life man...haix...tried 2 slip...bud cant put myself 2 slip..tearz kip on rollin down..haix...nvrm la..dis is wad i deserve 4 doin nth..haix..i wonder if he noes wad im goin thru??bud 2 tink of it..dun tink he wil care...haix,,.cant slip al..abt 2pluz??den my watery eyescant take it no more...n i went 2 slip...
den de nxt mornin...which is 2dae...go mit ling n haz...i met ling ferst in de buz...den bof of uz go mit haz...she so damn late man!...haix...den aftr mitin...go eat mac brekfest..dono y...bud in de midle of de wae..cant finish eatin...no mood 2 eat la..haz ate 4 me...hehek...den aftr dat me,darling,haz n steven went 2 skul..we late sia..even ben finish de tez liao..haha..nvrm la...i dono how 2 do sia..nvr studi mah..haix,,,reali sia i nvr study...almoz al i tink rong ar,,,haix...damn!!juz cux of dat sum1...haix,,,y?y?Y?den aftr dat stupid tez...me n haz n darlin went 2 tamp..haz went home..den me n darl went 2 take neo...nice seh...hehe...den we buy sticker al u noe!!nice..hehek...den me went home..ling go mit her aunt,...hehe...ling...thx ekh...4 kipin me comapni thru al my darknez...lub ya...muah!!hehek...
Friday, September 02, 2005
kk...2dae was woken up frm my slip 2timez...bud i dun care..haha..i finali wake up at 1130...i tink ar...den go bath ol...den go mit darlin at bdk...wan go studi..hahakx..so mit her den go libry..den wen at de libry at ferst i studied ar...i go de band thingy..hahakz...den aftr dat i do 2qnz of physics n dint wana do anymre..haha..bud darlin did her werk...haha..she did her eng..haha..powerr...haha...kk..den since i dint wana do anymore...so bored..go round de libry a couple of time..haha...den canot tahan redi bof of z go put our bag at de locker...den we go walk2 at bedok...ferst go walk ard de pasar malam dere...den go bought sum food n more STICKERZ!!!!!!!!!!wahaha...wad a bunch of childish freakz!!!!muahaha...kk...den we went 2 giant..walk2 ard dere for couple of minz..den go 2 one ofde pet shops ar...den saw dis kit kitty...veri kiut sia..haha...den aftr dat we go back 2 libry...go take picz...ling pervert u noe...hehekz...go take ppl boobiez...muahaha...i noe la mine big..no nid take..hehek...jokin..my sho smal!!..muahaha...but not flat ar~!!haha...peace gurl...hehekx..take many2 picz..ol very2 nice..hehe...den we promote alot 4 de vcds..haha...diao!!..oh yar..btw...hu eva hu is single n very hrtbroken rite...dun sit ad deferst level dere...i tel u got alot of couple walk paz dere sia!!haiyax...me hate!!!den go take ourr bags ol..den go pasar malam again...ling wana buy mamam 4 her momi...haha...kuai la she..haha...den aftr dat..bof of uz go seperate waex...no fair leh!! olwaex her buz cum ferst....NO FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!haha,,,nvrm2..den she go take her 225...den i wait 4 my buz 69 2 cum la ALONE!!!!!!!!!!haix...69 cum so late..haha..kk den to0k de buz..den drop at my buz stop dere den walk home...bored sia...got chikopek sia...kip on starin at ppl thingy...HATE MAN!!!haiyax...den went home..my momi not at home...no one at home..except my big bro n nenek..de rez ol go out...den watch tbol..den bath den eat den surf de net...haiyax..2moro got band...dono weder 2 cum late not..haix..if she wake me up den i wake up earli la..haha..kk..muackiex!!!!!!!!!!
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