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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

so i had been workin lately. so borin my lyf. jux werkin. damn. but de ppl i mit is veri intresting! hahakz. ystrdae on tues, i had attatchment at white sands mac. hahakz. was taken by suprise dat i had 2 werk dere. de crew dere r juz so frenly! criuxly, i dun mynd werkin dere u noe! dey r quick n everi1 helps each other. though de place constrain, work was done fast! cheers 2 ppl hu werk dere! ur crew dere r juz so awesome!! not enough crew juz call me ok?? i wil be de ferz 2 go!! hahakz. but 2moro, im back 2 tamp inter. boohoo! hahakz. lookin 4ward 4 dis sat, wil be werkin at kiosk(small mc)!! well sum ppl may find me crazy but criuxli, i love workin at kiosk!! so fun!! hahakz. ouh ya. my broke season is comin bck eventhough my pay's comin! argh! i have 2 bdae's 2 settle. i have 2 treat my dearest darling, hu had been tellin de whole werld! hahakz. n i oso have my cuzzie hu i saed i'l buy her a bag! damn! hahakz. nvrm, tip 2 ada, plz save up huh?? u owe me 2 bdae prezzie! hahakz. =)) nough said, gona have ngaji soon.

Love nisa,{/3:01 PM}

Sunday, January 28, 2007

ok so i had been werkin so much. im getin real tired everidae. so 2dae is my dae off. koolnez! on yesterdae2(fri), ling met me at werk. with zam. i finali saw dier bike. n it was so damn nice. n big. meiling had a stiker on her helmet! veri nice! now everi1 wil noe her name! hahakz. so 4lowed her 2 trim her eye brow. was getin slipy waitin. hahakx. but it turn out nyc la. facial at dere was 30++. mayb one dae go dere again with her! hahakz. so aniwaex. left dem 4 home. n rested on. on sat, rhoma had a bdae party at his houx. nt reali lookin out 4 it. cux sum how i was veri lazy 2 go. de oni reason was 2 go dere 2 spent tym with ling, zam n zyma n raffi. it had been ages since i saw zyma. so finali i did. dat took me sum persuadin n a long tym 4 my heart 2 go. dress simply up. n headed 2 mit zyma n raffi. we chit chated. n den ling n zam came. finali, went up 2 rhoma houx. n de normal acad was der redi. dint tok 2 dem.only prakash! c, i not aksyen! hahakz. me, ling,zyma,zam n raffi sat in his room n eat. we took ALOT of food n i min alot! n obviusly we cant finsih it la. soya, we threw some, i min moz of it. but de food was ok. i onli found de bread n bone steak nyc! hahakz. cut de cake, but we nvr eat. we had a gerl tok outsyd at de staircase. hahakz. mozly bout results! ouhya! resultx comin out on de 9th feb! wel dat was wad i heard! is not official, but yet. de thoughtx of results n de dates, juz keep me freking scared. soya. aftr we chated. move back 2 de houx. dint tok 2 rhoma n lyn much, wait, i dint tok 2 alyn at all! she was lyd a toot la. she acted as dough she dint knew us. lyd a complete stranger. n wen de norm acad peepz left, den she bother 2 went in2 de room n kept quite. so ya. bez! nemyne. im realii getin use 2 graduation. n yeah. havin real frenx stick by u aftr grad is de bez in lyf! thx my frenx! left de hous, veri soon aftr we went in. headed home. n layed back did nth more.

Love nisa,{/10:34 PM}

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

kae i had been busy with work lately. is damn tiring workin at tamp inter. u can nvr have break. derex alwaex sth 2 do. n mi workin tym is juz veri odd. late! haix. cant get 2 c my famili by de tym i come home. hahakz. de aunty here sum of em r gr8. but one or 2 r reali getin on my nerves! argh!! so irritatin. had been tokin 2 one or 2 teenz onli. kinda of a loner at werk! hahakz. my frenx r de auntyiex n managers! sucha fren! hahakz. 2dae im workin again at
4-11. gosh. tiredness!! so if i nvr update on my blog, plz understan la k. by de tym i cum home, i wana slip redi. n yes im a pig in sleepin! hahakz. so aniwaex. now i can tell u my secret frm de previous post, zam is getin a KR!! whee. im so eager 2 c de bike la. c oni nt ride it. i dowan 2 brek anitin dere! hahakz.is limely green! im nuts bout kr now. even my werkplace, i wont be doin my job instead lookin at bike.i almoz got in truoble bcux of dat n de auntys col me crazy now. haix! sucha gd impression huh?? hahakz.

Love nisa,{/2:23 PM}

Friday, January 19, 2007

whee!! im having a bad memory dis paz few daes. so im gona ryt what i remember. my brain dosen help me dis part! hakz. so aniwaex. laz sundae on de 140106 went 2 abg eddy houx. his getin tunang with his gal. hakx. get 2 mit up wit my auntyz n sedarex! uuhh.. i miz dem much2 la. aftr goin 2 de gerlx houx. btw. de gerl is 18 and abe eddy is 29. err?!?! but nth hapen la. aniwaex. we settled bck at home. we"kakak2" were tokin bout marriage. dey were sayin dat i cn get married in 2yearx tym.. hahakz. errr?? no thx. i wan my lyf b4 i can commit 2 one guy! hakz. muz enjoy lyf ferz u noe! hakz. so aniwaex. we continued tokin til 6plux. kak ayu send us home. *many thx* dey tompang sembahyang at my houx. soya.

monday 150106
woke up earli n went 4 interview at tamp mac! finali im gona werk. i wanted 2 do mc cafe. but dey gota c my counter service ferx. boohoo!! so ya. im gona stat werk dis thurx.*smilex?*

tuesday 160206
woke up veri earli. went off 2 sgh 2 send atok 4 checkup. while he was checkin up. me n mom went 2 de health promotion board(hpb) 4 my dental check up! finaly i was derE! hakz. waited 4 awhile n den went in. mom 4lowed me in. she met her fren n dey stated tokin. leavin me dere wit de dr. my mom seemx 2 have alot of frenx. everitym we go out. at lezt derex one person sayin hi. sumtymx she noe dat person. but sumtyms ppl hu she dono oso dey sae hi *wierd* so aniwaex. my teeth are gd! whee. oni thin i have 2 be referred 2 national dental care 4 treatment! boohoo!! so went off 2 mit atok bck. atok was done. but paperwork was not. had 2 sit dere with mom 2 wait 4 de paperx! gosh! so long! got very tyred. wen de paper was done. we had 2 take medi plak! wah piang! so tiring!! aftr everitin was done. WALK to mrt. den went down 2 bugis. mom wana get a bag n wana change her kain at arab street. sum how wasnt in a mood 2 look at clothex n shop cux i noe i cant uy dem! hakz! so drag myself 2 company mom. aftr changin de kain. we walk bck 2 mrt n went down 2 tamp. bought sum things n went home.

my memory not helpin me through wednesdae! hakz.

thursday 180206
2dae was my ferz dae at tamp inter maC! hakz. walk 2 mac den settled in. had 2 take sth frm tamp mal. so had 2 walk dere. den cum bck. strite awae went 2 counter. was veri blur cux i nvr werk in morn shift b4. so was veri blur. i oni stare n nod my head weneva de aunty tok 2 me. ouh ya! tamp int was full of auntyx! reali. everione was auntyx except 4 dis gerl n managerx! don have fren dere. so i jux keep quite. sum of de aunty was veri frenly*smilex* dey so good. dey noe i strexx, so dey made up a few jokex. but i dint understan. dey had 2 repeat THREE TYMX b4 i laugh n understan. hakz. so funi n cute la dem. hakz. old2 oso tried 2 make frenx. but one thin bad. dey dint noe how 2 pronounce my name! n i kept teachin dem but yet dey dono how 2 speel. so i dint mynd in de end. but dey lyd 2 tok man! reali! even a customer infront of dem, dey stil ttok! n al of dem are chi! so i dint understan wad dey tokin bout AT ALL!! did lobby sumtymx. i dint reali do my werk! i was more lookin at de bikes! so nyc!! KR IS KAWASAKI!! N IS POWER!!!! ouh gosh. dere is a total of 3kr. n one more bigger size kr! ouh im lovin it! hakx. meiling guy, zam got sth u noe! but i cannot sae! cux itx a secret!! shh!! ive been tellin some of my frenx. but now canot! secret redi! whee. im lovin it!! c meiling, i gud u noe. i dunt tell dem. i wait til nxt mon, wen u tel ppl. den i tell k! cpt lar kluar! exciting u noe! so limeli!! wheee!! so aniwaex, finali i did my 4hourx. n had 2 leave! wuhuu! ate my meal n went home. de nxt tym i mit dem wil be on sat 4-11. PM!! argh! i dono if can man! *finger crox* so aniwaex. went home. den have 2 go out 2 send bibik atok go clinic. argh! so borin! den aftr dat, met lina! company her go do her fone, den catch up on lyf. i long tym nvr tok 2 her. eversince, de laz dae i took bus 10 with her?? hahakz! we saw dis bunch of kids, sec2-3 askin 4 dis gerlx no. so funi u noe dem! kept laughin al out! hakz. den went home. koled ling n chated with her, but i had 2 put down as soon i heard my dad scream! i went 2 livin room asked dad wad hapen. he showed me glass which are found in his found! omg! de glass was frm de saltx which my clever bibik use! she broke a glass of salt n put everitin in a new bottle!(including de glass) n glass is so delicate, it can cut ur throat. lucky my dad notice de glass. if it was me, i wil jux swollow it la! gosh! im hatin her now! (since wen did i lyd her evern) so irritatin u noE! mom was out 4 diner with her frenx. she cum home tyred, yet she had 2 settled with this maid! argh!! i dun mynd givin out money frm my saving n giv it 2 mi mom 2 send her home! reali! i hate 2 c mom n dad bein bothered with her! we wana help her, yet she almox get us killed! damn her la! so iritatin!!

friday 2dae
fetch nanan frm skul 2dae. so tyred. de sun was amazingly veri2 hot! haiz. im bein petty again! hakz. ltr at nyt, goin 2 tpt agame. goin 2 have doa2 dere. cux its a new year in islams calender.(muharram i tynk) so goin with mom ltr. im not sure y im lookin out 4 dis 2. itx juz lyd puase, wen everi1 seemx 2 change. i dono. so ya. i finali updated! i not lazy bum ok! hakz.

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Love nisa,{/3:33 PM}

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

~Saturday

dint do nitin much at home. watch sandiwara. veri sedih. ard 4plux. woke everi1 up. n i min 4PM. den everi1 siap2 2 go swensens. promise atok dat we brought him 2 go eat ice cream. soya. parentx,2nd bro,lil bro, atok n me met 1st bro n gal at swensens changi. al tym favourite place 2 eat! *yumx* settled down n ordered. i bought sum chicken thingy n choco crunch. waited 4 de food 2 cum. mine came laz! Boohoo! aftr eatin de main course. ate ice cream. I FINISH MY OWN ICE-CREAM!! tokin bout dietin?? err. hakx. so aniwaex. atok was veri funi. his glass was veri clean. n he dint even spiled ONE tiny drop of ice cream! so funi. kept laughin our hearts out. so aftr eatin ol our food. went home 2 slack again.

~Sunday-Monday
dint do anitin much. just couch potatoed at home.

~Tuesday-Wednesday

at home dint do nitin. ada came 2 my house at ard 3-4 plux. she want 2 print out sum skol stufx. at de rate shex goin. she wil be stress soon! hakx. but gd la.nvr 4low her big cux stupidity. hakx. gr8 dat sehx startin 2 study earli. hope she wil keep up la ekh. Many Luckx 2 ur n-lvl and o mathx! mom cut her hair. im supox 2 cut my hair. bud lazy 2 go out. so stayed at home jek la. i finaly surrended my dental appointment letter 2 my mom! damn! my appointment wil be nxt tuex. *wish me luck* so went 2 bed at 11plux. but i couldnt sleep. ling kol me at 12.45. so i called back. tok about everithing n anything. catch up with wads hapenin 2 our life. n soon de subject came! we actuali tok bout marriage!! hahakz. was confused wads nikah was. she wans me 2 xplain how malay wedin n sutfx. n i was clueless! hakz. i told her wad i knew. but it wasnt much of a help. 2nd bro was dere. n he was confused on wad de hel we were tokin abt. ferx2, motor den accident den sedih2 den tibe2 kahwin. hahakz. was so fun! den tok bout skul n wad we miz. tok bout frenship n stufx lydat. de bez part was. we were tokin 4 so long. n yet, ling have 2 wake up at 11 2morow. hahakz. we dint notice dat tym goes so faz. end up, we finaly put down de fone at 5plux. which was supox 2 be at 4.30. dis one oso i surrendered! hakx. it had been sucha long tym since we tok lyd dis. laz tym we tok til we actuali sleep on de fone. n de bil wil run til de nxt morn. de nxt dae we wil argue on hu slept ferx! hahakz. so funi. *such memoriex*. woke up at 12plux2. koled ling at 11. but i dono if i actuali woke her up not. cux i was half dead wen i koled her. mom woke me up finali. but i wasnt sure of de tym. cux again i was dead! hahakz. ltr mitin her at tamp at 5 2 buy 4 bro pillowx. hakx.

Love nisa,{/2:15 PM}

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

~Friday
2dae is hari rayer haji! camat hari rayer haji 2 all muslims out therE! so woke up veri earli. mom on de lights 2 my room. my blanket didnt do good in coverin myself frm de lightx. so i woke up. help mi mom do laz min clearin up (i swear i dono y), serve mi bro food. n waited 4 dem 2 reach home. soon aftr dat, dey came home. ard11 left 4 uma atok. ferz bro dint 4low coz his helpin out at bishan mosque. soya. we were de ferz 2 reach atok place. put kuih n de food. waited 4 everione 2 came. soon aunty yan came, den ada famili den mak long famili den abg syawal. (so wierd me kolin him abg.hakx. gux im juz not use kolin ppl near my age abg! dats y i dun lyd ppl kolin me kakak! hahakz) so aniwaex. had a gr8 tym chit chatin n unwind with mi cuzinz. tok bout jobx. tok bout ppl. hahakz. so fun1. aftr dat went home. atok came back 2 mi home!! whee!! so hapi. if u had read. i love wen atoks at home. hahakz. so aniwae. relakx at home. dint go countdown cux mom dowan go! boo!! no fun. so i had 2 countdown 2 a new year on my own. parents n lil bro was asleep. big brox were out! damn! i hate wen dis hapen! soyeah. countdown 2 a new year, alone! damn!!~

~Monday(2007)
A NEW YEAR!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

N HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MEILING N NIZAM!!

yeah. dis is de 2 lovin couplex. dey are now 1year old! hahakz. HAPI ANNI again u guyx.

back 2 my life. hakx. wel 2dae woke up in de morn. supoz 2 go 2 graveyard. but sumthinx came up n we decided not 2 go. end up. i went 2 band bbq! yesika asked me 2 go. i went 4 my 2juniors men! i reali miz dem. it had been veri long since i had tok 2 bof of dem. so end up, i went. met jy n de chi ppl(hueva dey are) at bedok inter. soon aftr yesika came. my gilernex had came 2. went totali nuts wit bof of dem. dey r jux de bez juniors u can ever had u noe. so reached ecp at ard 5plux. rented a bike. went 2 de bbq site. which is so damn far frm mac. so cycled dere. met de rez hu were dere. was veri hapi 2 mit up with dem. aldough i dint tok much 2 dem.oni hi-bye. cycled sum more. n did not ate. boo! so hungry! hakx. so ard 7plux returned de bike. sir naz n sir badx came! was veri hapi 2 c dem! n dere were veri shock 2 c me. me n not de oderx. was kinda shockin 2 dem. i aint no y. dey r de bez sirs! strict yet fun! damn de skul 4 not lykin dem. n givin dem attitudes. now dey r gone out of skul 4 gd. itx veri disheartenin 2 hear de band now. al de complainx of de new sir. dey dont even kol him sir la!gosh. dey kept telin me de band is now down. it realy makes my heart ache weneva i hear ol dose. how hard we brought de band name up. n now?? itx juz thrown awae down de drain. n how much sir had done 4 us n left juz lydat. it reali aches u noe! haiz. 4 yearx of band. now itx gone.. so aniwaex. ard 8 yes n jy had 2 go home. so i oso went home hungrily. (i dint eat lunch ok!) reach home. mom put 4 me food 2 eat. thx! =)) aftr dat bathed. slept.

~TueSday

woke up earli. as usual, mom woke me up! Argh! she asked me 2 go fishin! err?? me?? fishin?? nono. it juz aint rite. but yet. i stil 4lowed her. met up wit dad n lil bro at bdk jetty. ouh gosh bedok jetty!! omg. alot of momentx spent dere. as soon as i reached. memories started flashin in my mind! in my sec 1-2 lyf. me n frenx usuali went dere 4 picnic or beach cleanin. we use 2 sit dere n play de water. n de guyx wil daringly jump over de jetty 2 de sea. till derex sum1 hu wanted 2 complain. uuhh!! such memoriex!! so aniwaex. met dem dere. i jux sat down under my umbrella hearin my mp3. hahakx. lil bro caught a fish. so did my dad la. aftr hourx of waitin 4 dem. we went home.

~WedneSday

was a new school year 4 sum of de ppl! Hapy skulin!! once in awhile i can do dis. hahakx! while dey were skulin, me n mom went window shoppin!! wuhoo!! went 2 ikea n courtx! im jux lovin ikea man! how i wana do up my room is al in mi head! whee!! everitin dere is so nyc! hahakz. courtx was ok! i only lyd one thin dere! dere is a fonduer machine! (n ada it is spell with a *f*) but sadly we dint buy, cux we were styl gona walk again. n itx juz 2 bulky 2 carry anitin. so sad bye2 2 de machine! cheer myself up with ice cream! *yumz* den aftr dat. took bus 2 tm. wanted 2 go pasir ris or simei. but no direct bus. n my legs are achin 4 sum reason. so went tm. walked ard. bought a wallet. n mom bought her comfertor set! veri nyc! 2 bad my bed is single! if not! hapi duit my mom! hahakz. so aftr walkin ard. went home. restless n tireD!!

~Thursday

2dae was woken up by no one! suprisingly! woke up n i found no one at home. except 4 atok n bibikz la. koled mom (lyd one pathetic daughter) she sae she was out! she'l b back soon. hahakX! ate. watch tv. mom came home. siap. n went 2 specialist shopin centre. went 2 picket n rale.(i swear i dono de spelin) dis is where i bought my bed! hakz. she wanted 2 by a new bed 4 her room. so she bought a nyc one. i chose! hahakz. menyibok?? i noe! hakz. she picked an obit one! which even de salex person sae it wasnt nyc! oya! salex person! mom talk 2 him bout she nids de bed bcuz of marriage! it was as if i wana get married! damn! he stare at me one kind! gosh! i tynk i shot gun sia! damn! thx mom! haiz. so aftr getin de bed. walk ard robinson. found nth nyc! so went off 2 arab street. mom wanted 2 fynd a baju jurong 4 abg eddy tunang!(his my cuxin) soya! i dint get myn! damn! im out of baju laz year! went down 2 arab street! yeah! i found my songket!! dis year wil be golden in colour! damn! i juz love de songket! hakz. bought food at zam2. packed n taxied home. reach home n told my broz bought de kain! he was suprise dat we bought de kain! damn! is juz a gerl thing 2 buy it early. i dowana explain! gurlx wil noe la kn.

~Friday

2dae woke up at 11. was supoz 2 mit ling2 at 1. but i koled her. n she was stil slipin! boohoo! she woke up at 1.15. whe was syck datx y she slept! pity her. so end up met her 2 company her go polyclinic. so took 69 2 bedok. met her. den go 2 polyclinic. she got her number, since de que was should be long, we decided 2 eat ferx. took a long tym 2 decide where 2 eat! hahakz. so end up when 2 mac 2 eat. i ate at home redi cux mom was at home n she wont ever let me out witout eatin! soya. acompany her eat. she ate de prosperity burger! not dat nyc ar! im mizin teriyakin burger! uuhh!! so nyc! so aniwaex. toked n ate. so aftr eatin. went bck up 2 poly. we miz our number. so she had 2 take a new one. i was so blur cux i wasnt use 2 it. mom wil alwaex do it 4 me. n i didnt had 2 wait so long. i only waited at de doc place. hekz, unfair? i noe, hekx. so wait. aftr dat went 2 dr place. wait again til itx her turn. aftr dat, we went 2 de pharmacy n payment syd. again it was a long wait. end everitin at 4.45 lydat. went 2 ling houx aftr dat. watch schools of scroundles. kinda veri borin ar. so change 2 chinese show! yes! a new show 4 my tv cravin! hakz. oya! hendsem is veri quite now! reali. he dont barks at me animore! hakx. watch tv til zam came. he send me home! hakz. many thx! oya! n i broke his foot stool!! uuh. im so sory. dint noe how 2 get down. end up, i broke it! g8 job nysa! damn! so aftr dat. went home. slacked.

Love nisa,{/10:50 PM}