Tuesday, February 27, 2007
ok. finali im here. hahakz. my life had change a lil bit. so lets jux recap ok? on de 18th was ZYMA N RAFFI anni! cool ryt? hahakz. but i heard dey dint went out. bcuz of sum reason. zyma: lek ar gurl. juz hang in dere. rememer de key thinx? give n take. n ouhya. i read de smal lil part on wen yan cum out. err?? i wonder how it wil be like. hahakx. ok. so back 2 my life. on de 22nd was my 2nd year single. n FINALI its broken. ouhyeah! broken! de guy had came. many of u should noe hu is he. err fadhil ar. let me recap, de laz tym in skul, mat rep mat rep. nt alwaex seen in skul cuz his alwaex cabotin. wel, his a veri wild child ar. he wants 2 change 4 de beta. in de begining i dint trux him. but soon aftr. i began 2. he rareli turun kampung(tamp dere) n he rarely go out with his frenx. he stop goin clubbing. sumtyms i have 2 kinda force him 2 go out with his frenx. err?? hahakz. aftr his work, he'l come pick me up at work den go home stright. n wen his off, ie either im out wit him or he'l come fetch me at my blk, send me 2 work den go home n den fetch me back frm work. its kinda a waste of tym cux my houx is super damn near my houx. but yet he wants. cant force him 2 stop ryt? so ya. truxted him. n finali i fell in love with him. but our relationship was not as smooth. we quarelled a few time. he shouted at me a few time. n ya. his de ferz guy hu yelled at me. he dont allow me 2 talk 2 my guy frenx. he havent fully truz me. he pick up calls frm guyz. he gets angry wen i tok 2 fuad(which ix frenx with him) hmm. n on de 28th feb, me ling n him went out. we 4lowed ling 2 apply 4 her beatuician course. she wil confrm get in wan la. if she dosen, den de person hu choose de applicantx, are either blind or dumb. yeah. hahakx. n ya we quarelled dere. n soon aftr we quarelled again. itx uncountable how much we fought on dat dae. argh! so irriatain. but in de end we talk thinx out. n we were ok. im juz afraid n worried if were gona be de nxt couple hu figth alwaex. 4lowin de foot steps of rhoma n alyn. argh! but were startin a new. dats wad he sae. but im nt gona be suprise if we fight soon. but im hopin not la. i juz hope we'll last. so yeah ppl. on de 6th, we'l get our posting! all de bez! hope we'l get wad we wanted! hehekx. k im off! toodlex!
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
im back frm a veri long brek. had not been bloggin lately. so ya. im back. wel im veri dissapointed with myself 4 my resultx. i did veri badly. but i had no one 2 blame but myself. mayb i dint study hard enough. i played 2 much. so i accept my result as it is. failed my eng n art. im juz not good in eng. my aggregrate score was more den 25. i only had 4 o-lvl paz. i asked my frenx sis. wad if i got 25 n above. she said strite in my face, *ite ar! poly mane nk kau!* i was realy thrown aback wen she said dat. i was hurt bud yeah. i manage 2 accept thinx. thinx had happen n i cant change it. i finaly decided dat i wil head 2 nursing. but it's stil not easy. i stil have 2 noe dat im chllenging with ppl who have a *teen* in dier agg. so yar. im nowhere 2 be found in dat category. im juz prayin dat i wil get in2 dis course. so ppl, plz pray 4 me k? hekx. n ouh ya. im olso applyin 4 a bond with hospitals. juz hopin criuxli 4 de bez. i dint get close 2 bussiness course juz cux i failed my eng. but nemyne. all de bez ppl! now everi1 juz have 2 hope dat we get wad we want! n ya. im veri grateful dat i hav my family as it is. dey were veri supporting. dey stil encourage me. n at tymx like dis, encouragement is juz wad u reali need. n i m thankful dat dey giv me de fullest support i could eve have. my brox, did dier bez 2 help me with experiences n actuali brought me 2 polytechnics 2 ask about de D.A.E. many thx. parent were upset especially my mom. i could c, but she dint show. she kept smiling n told me not 2 give up. she was insisting dat i re-took my o-lvl. but its no point. i knew wad i did was de bez i culd. how hard m i supoz 2 do it dis tym? im clueless! so ya. told her i shall not repeat. not now la. haix.
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