victorian

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

hey ppl!! im back!!
wuhoo..it had been very long since i last post..o-lvl is done dats y im statin 2 blog!!!wuhoo..hmm..dis year had been a roller coaster year 4 me..with de diffrent upx n downx..new fren come n go..stressin my life out 4 o-z..so yeah..was a journey dis year..2 bad had no tym 2 blog it all up..hehekx..as i read my previous post..gosh!! how emo can i be.."heartbroken baby"?? err..n i feel kinda stupid 2 fall n cry 4 a guy who is syai who actuali bastard his own gal?? n i stil cry 4 him..gosh..dat kinda life is ova 4 me..i now noe how to move on frm failures both emotionali n physically...i tynk..frenx cum n go..bud some do stay..i appreciate MEILING veri much..she had been dere 4 me all de tym..thru my pains n hapiness n struglles n even my datex..hehekx..shex de bex..shex not jux a fren 2 me.. but shex a sister n a trusted fren who i can reli on..n i appreciate it lots..n i THANK YOU so much 4 dat..=)) i oso learn how friends can disapear when dey hav a gaL/boy. such example wil be rhoma..gosh he had change..i rarely tok 2 him nowadaex..wait a minute..i nvr tok 2 him since...guess his gal is much more IMPORTANT den frenz..bud c'mon la..even thru meiling, zam is 1st,den frenx..bud she STILL GOT TIME FOR US!! hehekx..im lucky i stil have her..(oh ya zam is lings stead..he is veri lucki..dis 1jan is dier 1year!!so hapi 4 dem)..new frenx came..became close with azimah, alyn n nabx..im quite close with azimah..shex a veri nice gal 2 tok 2. alwaex dere with her listenin ears..although im veri irritating!.hekx.=)m not dat cloz with alyn bcux of sum reason...nabx not dat cloz oso..bud yeah..oya..me n alip had alwaex been neutral!!.hehekx..alwaex dere 2 make me smile!!..=)) bsidex dem..i do tok 2 hafiy..his a very smart guy..yet he dosent boss ard his result..u can tok 2 him almoz abt anitin..n he wil juz listen..hekx..nyc frenx i hav huh?? hehekx..bsidex fren..i stil have my family..as i live mi life.dey were dere..me n my 2nd bro r veri close..we can tok abt anitin n i min anitin..i even can tel him hu i like..hahakx..my ferz bro is oso ok..had been quite close with his gal..hehekx..my laz bro or de youngest is veri damn freakin pampered!! hate it la..he getx eveiritin he wants..bla3..aniwaex..i reli like my siblings..we rarely fight..n even if we do we'll b ok soon..mi mom n dad r veri supportin..aldough dey r veri strict at timex..no wait strict ALWAEX..hahakx..bsidex dem..i have my cuzies..adawiyah is gr8 2 be with..but plz gal...dun everitim u mit me oni u tok bout studies la..i wana hav brek..hahakx..kak ana n me now rareli see each other..ever since nenek paz awae..oh ya..my nenek paz awae dis year..durin feb..1st feb 2 be exact..veri upset 2 c her leave..was veri shock 2 c my nenek go..expeciali dat tym my atok n her was in hospital..de same hospital n even same lvl!..oni my atok was in icu..n reali veri bad..cux it was lyd he in one room n alot of machines ard..n nenek was in normal ward..ekh..high dependency ward..bud sadly nenek left us ferz..gosh de momentx i knew she had paz awae r stil clear in my head..n yes i do..sumtymx i reali feel sth nt ryt at home..n i stil can c n imagine dat she is dere....haix..I REALI MIZ NENEK..kk..bud im stil thankful dat i have mi atok wit mi..bud his not stayin wit mi la.he stay at marine parade..soyeah..mi cuzies ol rareli meet unlez dere is ocassion..so ya i plan 2 go out wit em durin dis holz!..but everi1 seem bzy with dier own stuf..hahakz..nvrm..hmm..wad elx..oya..im stil SINGLE..my luv life is veri err?? hahakx..afta syai i met dis guy call nasran..wait..actuali nvr mit la..he is my frenx fren..jiawen 2 be exact..jia wen is my macdonald fren..hehekx..den thru her..i tok 2 him..his a nyc guy u noe..err.kinda got sth on..until he cancel de plan 2 mit me..was veri irritated la..dats de truth y i nvr tok 2 him since..den i met fuad..nt a regular guy hu i wil even tok 2 la..hix de kind de mat2 wan la..he got mi no frm alip big..but i dun tynk so la..err..nvrm..his a veri nice person..even dough his lookx can be decievin..i stil tok 2 him n went out with him..mitin him was veri nice..goin out with him was fun..ling tag along cux i was SHY!went out 2 suntec..was memorable la cux thinx hapen(nono..no dat noti2 one la) ate at swensen..n 4 sum reason it was mi treat! ling insisted dat we had lime in our firehouse..so we took..n in de end,,dat green ic cream was left UNTOUCH..haha..n 4 a record ling, im stil laughin 2 miself..bud afta she was emberess mi turn la..dis is call retribution..my 'sista' cam wen i was outsyd..so paiseh la..'actuali dat aunty wana giv sth 2 mi moder!!'.hahakz..gosh.hapi daex..but now i nt dat cloz 2him la..cux his de kinda person hu is goin out n im de kinda gal hu HAVE to stae at home..so yeah..hahakx..den met taufiq..oya..his gr8! his vocal talent is so damn freakin power la..his in de band..n his de vocal..is damn freakingli power.haahkx..bud i dun tok 2 him now oso..hmm..i wonder y?? i gux everitim he msg me im bzy or lazy 2 msg..soya..hahakx..oh..he knew me thru fuad n rhoma..his rhoma's chai chee fren..bud i tok 2 taufiq on de fone wen i was tokin 2 fuad la..n in de end he ask rhoma my no..soya,,actuali ol 3 guyz noe each oder sumhow...dey ol either leave at de same place or dey r skolin in de same pri/sec.skol. so ya..intrestin huh?? hehxk..
k la datx al in mi life i guezz..more 2 rite but tyred ler..so now since u hear my life..hear on mi everidae postin..hehekx..oh btw!..im lookin 4 a job!! prefably admin..ani1 cn gib me?? or introduce me one?? many thx!!

Love nisa,{/5:02 PM}