Wednesday, January 04, 2006
kae..2dae 2nd dae of skul..ling nvr cum skul..she sick..runnin nose..den lip n rhoma oso nvr cum..so our klas was a pathtetic 15!!haiz..so lil sia..haix..so ya la..got dono wad coz ar..quite fun ar..kecoh semcm sehx..hahakz...so yar la..den aftr de coz..recez..den aftr dat go melay werkshop...zZzZ man..it was so damn borin..me nabz fath n zyma were lyd....wen wana finsih sia..haiz..so yar la..den aftr de werkshop...everi bodi supoz 2 go 2 hal..so we went..den mrs tan tok bout de flag dae dis sat..so yar la..tok2 ol..den aftr dat can go home..went home strite wit nabx n zyma n fath n zyma cuzie..so yar la..went home..den go rez ol..kol ling2...tok2 2 her...den aftr dat..i decided 2 mit syai..so yar..met him..den we tok thinz out..kae..i cant deny dat i lyd him..den in de end..i tink i wanted 2 giv in..haix..its olwaex me havin 2 giv in..so yar la...cant belib dat i actuali cry infront of him..haix..i min its tough makin dat discision..c'mon la..i ask u..try letin go sum1 u lurv juz bcuz of sum1 hu hatex u!! u tynk ar..hu wil be not sad??nemyne la..she hate me nk uat aper knz??juz accept ar..so yar la..made de discision...den sae a final gudbye..den left him..took 9 2 bdk inter..den took 69..den in 69..dono wad hapen 2 me..i cried..nemyne larx...i stil rememer seh..got dis person..sudenli sae nid tissue nt?.i was lyd err..no nid no nid..hahakz.enta larx...den went home..kol ling..den ling were lyd askin me y i do dat..i was lyd huh??..haix..make me fel regretfulz!..haix..wad is done is done..4 al i noe..now he 4get bout me redi...mayb hatin me redi!..so yar la..juz accept de factx ar!..den aftr tokin 2 ling..den i went 2 my room..den i cried..dono lar!!suckx man!!..haix..promiz myself nt 2 rite my deep feelinz in dis blog..so yar..wadeva hapens in my rm..oni me noe..haix..lets juz sae..my tearz were my bez fren den..hmm..n de pen knife was my fren 2...bud tryin 2 make it as my enemy arx...hate dis felin man..nemyne larx...='< *sobz* den now at home..my parentx kip on askin me 2 eat..cuz dey noe if i nvr eat can get stomach pain al..lagipun my sis comin wad..den my body lyd veri weak..enta la..tk tau ler..dowan ar..lazy sia..if gt md nemyne jugak sehx...