k...yesterdae dint blog ar...cux no mood..haix...go skul as per normal...den go band...sum1 in band make me piz off...lucki gt yesika...she tok 2 me al la..dat jia yin go slip...haiyax..nvrm2..kk..so wass up wit yesterdae??wen home...den aftr i bath al..i dint wana use de compt...bud i dono wad hapen...i sudenli wana...den go sum1 account..haix...i tink dey are inseperable man haix...nvrm la..dey gona celebrate dier -mthz aniversary..hmm...don wori,,,he had not been cotactin me no more.,,haix...is alwaex lyd dis...weneva i hav sum1 hum i luv...he wil disapear 2 dono were...haix...so yesterdae wen i found out sth...kept on thinkin bout it til it made me cry..yeah..i cried!!cant hold it no more...i cant juz be smiling al de wae tinkin nth is hapenin rite??so yeah..i cried de whole wae thru...den tok 2 me darling..calm down a lil bit...den de worz part have yet 2 cum..wen i was cryin..my bro came home...he ask me werez my parentz...den i told him la upstairz...den he tink im scramin at him..den he go yel at scream at me...haix...i dono y de hell he did dat...ppl sad obviusli ur voice al u donoe rite??haix...den went 2 my room locked de door...cried al de wae...cant stop tinkin bout wad hapen n bout sum1...haix...den my dad open de door wit de key..nag at me de hole wae thru!..i aint care man..almoz helf de time i wasnt listenin..my mind can oni tink bout dat sum1...haix...den aftr he finish naggin al...i kept on cryin n tink bout him..i don noe y i deserve dis man...i did nth rong n my lurv life juz simply sux or!!haix,,.den i rememer got chem tez de nxt dae..so i tried 2 studi..bud nth seem 2 be in ma mind...al de equationz can be in...if oni al dis were not 2 hapen..mayb i can studi beta...y?y?Y?..haix...den wen i was in my rom..my momi went in 2 my room den she hug me n kiz me..so swit of her..at lezt sum1 care bout me wen im sad at my home...haix...den aftr starin at de book..i cant take it no more...i go lie down on me bed...stil cant stop thinkin..dono wads hapenin 2 my life man...haix...tried 2 slip...bud cant put myself 2 slip..tearz kip on rollin down..haix...nvrm la..dis is wad i deserve 4 doin nth..haix..i wonder if he noes wad im goin thru??bud 2 tink of it..dun tink he wil care...haix,,.cant slip al..abt 2pluz??den my watery eyescant take it no more...n i went 2 slip...
den de nxt mornin...which is 2dae...go mit ling n haz...i met ling ferst in de buz...den bof of uz go mit haz...she so damn late man!...haix...den aftr mitin...go eat mac brekfest..dono y...bud in de midle of de wae..cant finish eatin...no mood 2 eat la..haz ate 4 me...hehek...den aftr dat me,darling,haz n steven went 2 skul..we late sia..even ben finish de tez liao..haha..nvrm la...i dono how 2 do sia..nvr studi mah..haix,,,reali sia i nvr study...almoz al i tink rong ar,,,haix...damn!!juz cux of dat sum1...haix,,,y?y?Y?den aftr dat stupid tez...me n haz n darlin went 2 tamp..haz went home..den me n darl went 2 take neo...nice seh...hehe...den we buy sticker al u noe!!nice..hehek...den me went home..ling go mit her aunt,...hehe...ling...thx ekh...4 kipin me comapni thru al my darknez...lub ya...muah!!hehek...
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